What is it called when your too insecure to go outside?

[Anonymous]

Like I feel like I’m so hideous that people make fun of me when I go outside

[Anonymous]

Perhaps you have body dysmorphia? You see yourself differently than everyone else.

I don't think anyone is hideous. Plus, the ones that judge you are hideous on the inside. We'll call them NPC, none player characters. They don't actually exist is real life because they have no soul. So their opinion doesn't really matter.

Go outside. 🌞 When someone looks at you weird just remember, they're the souless creature. 😊 Smile at them and send an invisible huge.

[Asker]

So this started after my abusive ex girlfriend dumped me

[Opinion Owner]

Emotionally abusive relationship can make us doubt our own worth. She's an NPC now! Nothing negative she had to say was the truth... just her own insecurities.

[Asker]

Here’s the full situation

The narrator describes a turbulent relationship marked by emotional and physical abuse. Early on, they revealed their autism, which their partner initially accepted. However, the partner's behavior quickly became volatile, culminating in violent outbursts. The narrator endured being hit and called names, but tried to forgive and maintain the relationship. When the partner's sister moved in, her behavior worsened, leading to safety concerns and threats.

Despite efforts to sustain the relationship, their living situation deteriorated, marked by unsanitary conditions with poorly trained dogs, escalating the narrator’s stress. The partner continued to lash out both emotionally and physically, even kicking the narrator at one point.

Repeated attempts to communicate and resolve issues failed, including one final incident during a car ride when the partner accused the narrator of making her walk home. This event marked the end of their relationship.

[Opinion Owner]

That sounds like a horrible experience. I've heard physical and emotional abuse can have a negative effect on our mental state... causing like PTSD.

Affirmations are awesome. Try not talking negatively about yourself, only say positive things.
Try reprogram your mind and clear all the negativity out.

[Asker]

The thing is I have always never believed I was good enough and this served as validation

[Opinion Owner]

Oh I see... why would you think that?

[Asker]

Well look how I was treated if someone mattered they wouldn’t have been treated the way I was

[Opinion Owner]

Well, I think you matter. 🩷

[Nikki1989]

You have a mental illness. Seek professional help.

[Asker]

So this started after my abusive ex girlfriend dumped me

[Asker]

The narrator describes a turbulent relationship marked by emotional and physical abuse. Early on, they revealed their autism, which their partner initially accepted. However, the partner's behavior quickly became volatile, culminating in violent outbursts. The narrator endured being hit and called names, but tried to forgive and maintain the relationship. When the partner's sister moved in, her behavior worsened, leading to safety concerns and threats.

Despite efforts to sustain the relationship, their living situation deteriorated, marked by unsanitary conditions with poorly trained dogs, escalating the narrator’s stress. The partner continued to lash out both emotionally and physically, even kicking the narrator at one point.

Repeated attempts to communicate and resolve issues failed, including one final incident during a car ride when the partner accused the narrator of making her walk home. This event marked the end of their relationship.

[LazerMan]

I call it stupidity if you go no outside you cannot make money and no money mean you die

[Asker]

So this started after my abusive ex girlfriend dumped me

[LazerMan]

that is why parents should pick partner for you

[Void-Walker]

mental illness, i recommend you see a phycologist

[Asker]

So this started after my abusive ex girlfriend dumped me

[Void-Walker]

see a phycologist not the interment as it won't help you but only make things worse

[Void-Walker]

*internet

[CupcakeTheDestroyer]

Agoraphobia

[Asker]

So this started after my abusive ex girlfriend dumped me

[CupcakeTheDestroyer]

It can still be agoraphobia