My State of Being

[COMMODOREII]

Broken

I lay in bed staring at the ceiling,

My mind wondering,

No one around,

My chest in pain

A tearing deep within

Feeling of sinking

I look out into the world

My body a cage

I can hear myself screaming

But no one hears me,

Tears fill my eyes

As my throat swells

The pain spreads

First up into my neck

Then through my arms

My hands shake

I close my eyes

And awaken to the same nightmare

Will I ever find relief

Or do I die in my despair

Father why do for sake me

I can not breath

No matter how I gasp

Will I live or die

Please stop this Hell

Shadows of people around me

No one really knows

As I slip farther

No one really cares

As I fall

How long do I suffer

Pass this from me

I can not take it anymore

I pray for redemption that never comes.

[Lliam]

Dude, I am genuinely sorry. That is one of the saddest things I have ever read.
Peace be with you. May you find joy and happiness.

[Sevenpointfive]

my throat is swelling. but i'm looking for a guitarist

[nerms123]

I’m sorry if you are going through this but this is legit good poetry!

[COMMODOREII]

Everything from usually is. 😥

[Dav1ss]

Your really brave saying this and thank you

[COMMODOREII]

Sometimes i feel like you are brave. That's why i like you my friend. You give me strength even though you may need it yourself. You are so compassionate. *hugs*

[Dav1ss]

Your nice

[SydneySentinel]

Keep your head up. My heart is with you.

[COMMODOREII]

*big hug and kiss* thank you

[trickycrossiant]

I feel exactly this way lol.

[COMMODOREII]

I felt this way for such a long time. But i was always able to come out of it. I feel much better now. *hugs*

[COMMODOREII]

I was able to get out of it

[trickycrossiant]

Lucky-

[Brainsbeforebeauty]

But people do care. I CARE my friend🤗💕

[COMMODOREII]

😥😥😥

[Brainsbeforebeauty]

🤗🤗🤗sending hugs your way