I need help with depression from a tough life and bad parents. please help me?

[Anonymous]

I'm adopted. adopted mom dead adopted dad at church. i just got out a mental institution and blew off my therapist today. i feel depressed everyday but today im alone. and today i feel suicidal again. im not going back to that awful place. i feel bad. i have ptsd im bipolar. been diagnosed. i feel that feeling. im not afraid of death im shaking bad. but im not gonna die tonight. i was watching this show and a mom said ill always love you and ill always be your mother. and it reminded me of the time my mother said she doesn't want or care about me when i was 6. i need help. inspiring words anything to distract me. its ptsd triggers. i think ima call my dad and have him come home early. i dont wanna do something ill regret. if you read this you dont have to comment you helped me just by listening thanks.

[CeeAch]

Look man every body goes through hard situation like situations where you think that all the pain in the world doesn't match your and you may think that nobody thinks about you but suicide is not the answer it's never been and it will never be. Instead of thinking about your mum go spend some time with friends that you like if you like to be alone start doing workouts or even study. Maybe in a couple months something great will happen and will change your life.. and yes talk to you father I'm sure that he will understand but I repeat whatever happens on the outside it doesn't matter what matters is you so instead of waiting for someone to help you start by helping yourself and than others will help you !

[ForgottenDreams]

I also have very bad depression, I listen to this

https://www.youtube.com/embed/fpNJfaDTqgY?autoplay=1

And I think of what is ahead of me in life.

I might have is terrible now. But I have a entire life ahead. New friends, new people to love and care for.

[Littlebits]

You may or may not believe in God, but I do. I find prayer and reading the Bible of great comfort. I used to be clinically depressed, but since I began actually having a personal relationship with Christ I don't go down that path anymore. Not to say I don't get down every now and then, but when I focus on Christ and his love for me, what he has done for me, the negative feelings go away. I don't know who you are, but I will be praying for you.

Psalm 147:3 – He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds

1 Peter 5:7 – Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

[Jaz1295]

The worlds messed up, and honestly I think it'd be better for you to just stay. If you give up you're letting the world win. I'm not adopted but I wasn't raised by my parents. One day you're going to find someone that will understand you, I did. Your adoptive parents chose you to care for and you need to remember everything they did for you. Your adopted dad is probably still grieving for your adopted mother, and now its just you two. So make the best of it be there for each other.

[a_lizete]

Sometimes it can help to read a book you know you like :) but don't die because we are a parts of the world and who knows how one ripple can effect the tide