I'm scared of what might happen now?

[Anonymous]

I am very depressed and have 'cut' and had suicidal thoughts.

About 6 days ago I got out of a mental hospital on a 5 day Hold they put me on a antidepressant called Zolof and I have yet to see anybody yet, they put me as a outpatient.

The 'med' they put me on doesn't help, I still want to 'cut' and have twice since I got out. I have be thinking about ending it more and more.

I am scared what will happen if they find out, I don't want to go back, if I do I will 'end it' before they get to me.

I want to run away and never look back, I have been getting really angry like I haven't in Years.

Please tell me what to do?

Run away.

Hide it.

Tell them.

They will send you back to the mental hospital if they find out.

[Anonymous]

I'm really sorry to say this but even though you're scared you might have to go back to hospital you need to tell somebody. Please, please be safe. Telling someone and letting them help you is the bravest, strongest thing you can do <3

[Anonymous]

Seriously if you feel worse on Zoloft then you should probably stop taking it... its supposed to help, not make you more depressed

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[BrianSmith]

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