How do I sort this out with him and loose weight?

Anonymous
ok, I'm 14, 5'4", and 160 pounds. I have always wanted to loose weight, but hate exercising and love to eat. I can't run a mile to save my life. I have had a crush on this guy for 3 years but he has never shown anything back. lately he has always made fun of me for my weight, but acually at the time I was trying to loose some so he would see me diffrently. but tonight we were at our marching band meeting. and this is basically my family and I haven't seen them in months so I was talking to a lot of people. of course I noticed when he walked in, but my mom was in the back and said he looked like he wanted to talk/sit by me. I couldn't stop smiling. then it hit me.. the worst roast he has ever given me was today but after he said he regretted it and was sorry. when he did the roast I figured I had no chance. if he really hates me and thinks I'm that fat why even loose weight for him. but now my head is spinning. I want somthing to happen soooo bad. we are in a class with 21 other kids in the whole grade so we see each other a lot. now we will be spending all summer together with marching band. I need to loose weight. I don't how much. but I got a month. we also do a lot of running and exeriszes and I would love it if I wasn't winded every time. I have a treadmill in my basement if that makes a difference on the answer. I have 1 month. wow. I really hope that someone can help me sort this out. I love him
How do I sort this out with him and loose weight?
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