Okay, so I was a little chubby two years ago and I lost so much weight, I look completely different right now and I do realize that, the thing is that whatever I do and wherever I'm getting at I still have body insecurities and they're getting worse each day. I know all the talk about how I should love myself and how my body isn't so bad and I'm no where near fat and all that stuff, in fact if I chatted with someone about those stuff I know that I will 100% convince them to love themselves, but when it comes to myself it never happens, realizing that only models that have that super flat stomach and that they dedicated their life to look that good and that it's their job to look like that never helped me, it made everything worse. I feel like that inside of me two different people one that is incredibly confident and the other is incredibly insecure and when one of those takes over the other ruins it all. I did reach so many goals that I set for myself and with each goal I reach I find a problem in it, for example I wanted a thigh gap and when I did get it I felt like my behind looks so flat so I did so many squads and ate to gain weight from my behind and when I did I felt my thighs are so fat. Also my worst issue is my stomach pooch, it's the most that I'm insecure about, whenever I wear a dress I literally wear everything to try and hide it, if I see a picture from like 100 pictures of me looking bad I would cry all day, I literally cry every time I go to the pool. If one of my friends comment on someone's body I fear that they think of me like that too. Everyone around me is totally fed up with my body insecurity issues, my mom has no idea what to do, if she says I look skinny I would tell her she's just saying so, if she agrees with me that I have a problem area I would cry and tell her she's saying I'm fat, I myself am totally fed up with my issues, and that I'm aware of them but I have no idea how to get rid of those insecurities.
My body insecurities are getting worse?
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