Everytime I'm about to exercise I cry really hard. I get really depressed
Like I'm trying to find motivation I'm always watching videos and reading on it but I still have none. I can't even count how many times I've cutt my belly or have thrown up after I ate and how many times I'd start exercising then loose faith I'm my body changing the next day. I don't know what the hell to do. I'm not buying the food in the house I can't just go to a gym, I'm very limited on options that a lot of those woman every guy wants has with the big asses and small waists. I hate my body more than anything. My self esteem is literally my only problem. I know people would agree with this. But if I had a attractive body I swear to God I wouldn't have any problems I'm dead serious. People say "don't work out to look good or ignored anyone" but Jesus that's the whole point for me, I'm not a nutritionist or fitness model , I want to at least look attractive. I don't care if im skin and bones, as long as I don't look like the piece of trash I do now. I have almost no faith in my body changes and I want to to change now but let's face it, might end up being a chubby piece of shit for the rest of my life and big boody small waist bitches will forever be praised.
Someone help me :/
Like I'm trying to find motivation I'm always watching videos and reading on it but I still have none. I can't even count how many times I've cutt my belly or have thrown up after I ate and how many times I'd start exercising then loose faith I'm my body changing the next day. I don't know what the hell to do. I'm not buying the food in the house I can't just go to a gym, I'm very limited on options that a lot of those woman every guy wants has with the big asses and small waists. I hate my body more than anything. My self esteem is literally my only problem. I know people would agree with this. But if I had a attractive body I swear to God I wouldn't have any problems I'm dead serious. People say "don't work out to look good or ignored anyone" but Jesus that's the whole point for me, I'm not a nutritionist or fitness model , I want to at least look attractive. I don't care if im skin and bones, as long as I don't look like the piece of trash I do now. I have almost no faith in my body changes and I want to to change now but let's face it, might end up being a chubby piece of shit for the rest of my life and big boody small waist bitches will forever be praised.
Someone help me :/
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