Is thin it? Or curvy it?

I'm in recovery for anorexia right now...I first started it because I felt I was too fat, Which still think I am...I have a long way to go..I was admitted at 75 Lbs..But off subject, do guys always like thin-thin girls? That's what I see in magazines, media, etc...Is that really true?...I'm just afraid that I'm never gonna get a boyfriend one day cause I'm too big...Well...Its my distorted view right now says the nurse..I'm around 5'0 94-96 lbs...

do guys really like the model thing girls, or do they like curvy better?
Is thin it? Or curvy it?
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