How can I heal from an abortion?


I'm having a lost of stress rn and yes I being selfish. But I can't be round my boyfriend's family. I've had a lot of mental health problems and I've isolated myself from them.

I know, it's my fault and I didn't deal with it when it happened. I regret not getting therapy and talking to anyone. My therapy isn't going great, as I am in tears most if the time. I'm in anti depression medicine and I am self harming.

It is hard. I am not a monster. I just couldn't cope with being a parent and I still can't now. I cry everytime I see children or hear them, hence why I can't be round my nephew.

My boyfriend's sister and her husband knows. Obviously my boyfriend knows but that's it. I feel ashamed for some reason and I have no idea why, this happened 4 years ago at this point.

I'm sorry as I don't know what this is. Can anyone help please and be nice. How do I heal? I'm so lost in life right now 😔

4 mo
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How can I heal from an abortion?
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