How to not be a loser?

[Mesonfielde1016]

I am a loser in everything in life. I am a loser in academics... i cannot study, i am seriously unable to study and it has been this way since school. Because i am a heavy procrastinator and i can't stop procrastinating no matter how hard i try. I can only study at the most a day or very often just hours before even a major exam. Due to this I've never been able to achieve my full potential in life. Also when it comes to dating and all, no girl seems interested in me even though I've tried. I've tried a lot to get this girl interested but she blocks me. I am addicted to her and think about her all day and night and when she doesn't reply to my messages and blocks me... i can't even explain how terrible it feels. I am extremely socially awkward... i can't make friends easily and never any "girl-friends" no... that would be impossible for me. What else... there are many things i suck at... i am not good at anything and even though i am studying engineering, i am not feeling passionate neither interested about it... although i do feel sometimes when it is provoking enough. Also i am good at nothing else either... i suck at everything ad anything... i spent all my day thinking about that girl feeling terrible and worthless. I am such a loser and very worthless... why do i even exist?
And yeah sorry to waste your time i know this is terrible in itself... me writing all this... just proves what a loser i am... sometimes i think i should i commit suicide but then i too much of a loser to even have guts to do that...
And i have a major exam on Tuesday for which i haven't studied shit and im writing all this... fucky me...

FUCK OFF AND DIE

YOUR GONNA REGRET THAT YOU MADE ME READ THIS SHIT

[embasan]

First of all I think that you should stop being so negative about your life. It what causes depression and all the emotions you're feeling, instead of thinking whats so bad about me, think why would people love me, and even if its hard there are plenty of reasons to love yourself, even the evilest and lowest of the low of people have good qualities about them. Youve gotten yourself this far without failing in the most major way possible aka death so in my personal opinion you have a place in this world, just like everyone else. And this girl that you are messaging. If she doesn't treat you as if you're worth her time, she's not worth yours, it may seem very hard but you can move on, what you are feeling most possibly is lust, not love. And when you find someone else to actually love, that void is easily filled. And in regards to your education and procrastination situation, everyone has flaws, small and big, its the way you suceed through these flaws is what makes you who you are, and if you're studying something you're not passionate about, think about doing it for the rest of your life, that will make your personal image a lot worse if you hate your job, so go ahead find what you really want to do and take a risk. Even if you aren't great at it. Hope I was able to help. Please be safe about your life and dont do anything too intense these feelings you have are only temporary no matter how prolonged they feel and or seem.

[Mesonfielde1016]

Thank you, I really appreciate you answering this and helping... thanks a lot!

[Anonymous]

what happened. where are now. are you feel still now

[HippieVeganJewslim]

Let’s play chess. I probably won’t win.