Well, Childhood trauma. Adhd Adulting Years of parental hovering and over protection. Emotional hang ups keeping me from dating. My own poor choices Porn An a recent infatuation with Chinese ribs. And seame Chicken.
Probably that I got an inner conflict going between freedom and loneliness, i like the freedom of being single but do wish I had someone to share life's splendor with and dont know how to make all that work rn lol
There's a demon I've been battling since I was little, that demon is called low self-esteem. I still have a long way to go, but I feel that I'm getting there. Another demon I've battling is laziness. It's stopping me from reaching my goals.
When everything is calm peaceful and working smoothly... some arrogant selfish jerk just has to start unnecessary drama and they don't care who it hurts.
At my age, I'm just me and anyone that has an issue with it don't gotta deal with me... One perk to getting older, some things just don't seem as important, like what other's think... As they say they want to be accepted for how they are, well then show me the same respect to be me or they can go F themselves š¤·š¼āāļøš
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Anxiety disorder and PTSD. Coping by taking the right meds, trying to have more sex and drink less. :)
Well good luck and hope you have success with that
Well,
Childhood trauma.
Adhd
Adulting
Years of parental hovering and over protection.
Emotional hang ups keeping me from dating.
My own poor choices
Porn
An a recent infatuation with Chinese ribs.
And seame Chicken.
That's a long list! Hope you win the battle
1 at a time. I'm not worried
You got this š
Already come so far from where came from
That's great!!!šš
Anxiety and some insecurities.
I have been seeing a therapist so that I can get them under control through :)
That's good! I hope it helps
Hmm manic depression , low self esteem , and overall healing since I have emotional baggage from my last toxic relationship.
Chronic Depression and not having enough money.
I'm that demon myself as you can tell.
What makes people happy is an individual thing
It is definitely not my destiny.
Probably that I got an inner conflict going between freedom and loneliness, i like the freedom of being single but do wish I had someone to share life's splendor with and dont know how to make all that work rn lol
Well hopefully you find a balance that works for you
Just now I have a small but disturbing demon that rests around my belly button.
I'll soon fight him hard.
Next week maybe :D
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There's a demon I've been battling since I was little, that demon is called low self-esteem. I still have a long way to go, but I feel that I'm getting there.
Another demon I've battling is laziness. It's stopping me from reaching my goals.
Loneliness. Confusion. Uncertainties.
Shame. Jealousy. Sadness. Worthlessness.
Self hate. Smoking. Pneumonia. And Mr. Covid19.
I can relate to a lot of those. My smoking has gotten bad, too much but that's what I do when stressed.. I hope things get better for you.
thanks š¹
I've been battling a distaste for exercise over the past couple of years. LOL
ššI haven't, but my bones and joints have š
mostly loneliness, stemming from being shy and a little socialy awkward
Sorry to hear that š
it is what it is. all in all not the worst though. pretty happy all things considered
Glad to hear it š
financial hardship
surviving in a modern world
Only If I can get the wife onboard, I would go with more of a Amish life
She's not having it huh?
I mean were close to going all the way, but... There is always a butt
I threw holy water on the demon and tidied to banish it back to hell. My friend was furious and told me not to treat his mom that way
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Feminism. I gotta blame someone else for my current failed relationship status. 😃
Least you admit it š
It was supposed to be a joke. š¤£
I know, so was mine
Is it working? Lol
@Still-alive: I don't have a problem finding a good woman. I'm just not secure enough in my finances to get married and have kids yet. š
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Depression/lethargy. PTSD from sexual abuse. Social anxiety. Loneliness. Multiple failures in life. Oh & Iām broke.
So sorry to hear that š
Thanks. Iām hanging in there lol
I know the feeling, hanging by a thread
Old friends (who, it turns out, were never our friends) starting drama with gossip.
People šI hate people that "create" drama
When everything is calm peaceful and working smoothly... some arrogant selfish jerk just has to start unnecessary drama and they don't care who it hurts.
Right! Why I try to avoid people like that as much as possible if can
And people are still put off by introverts... can't they see I'm sick of their shit?
At my age, I'm just me and anyone that has an issue with it don't gotta deal with me... One perk to getting older, some things just don't seem as important, like what other's think... As they say they want to be accepted for how they are, well then show me the same respect to be me or they can go F themselves š¤·š¼āāļøš
Uncertainty, lack of confidence, lack of understanding, unconfirmed future which is uncertainty again 😂
lonliness, loathing and hate, looking at porn to self medicate, Got some ptsd in my life,
Do you ever get help for that?
Yes I have friends at church. I go to my Pastor.
That's good! Glad to hear it!
thanks its a slow process. But learning to love myself.
I used to wiegh 450 pounds now im 260
That's amazing!! And something you should be very proud of ššš¤
I am
can I dm you
Depression, which I always get in the winter time. Sexual frustration.
I think a lot of people are going through sexual frustration right now! I hope it gets better for you šš¤
Thank you. I hope so too
Here's hoping š¤š¤