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I have 3! The first one is telling me am weak and am not good enough for my family. The second is my diabetes demon which it gets scary sometimes and threat me to have worse health and won't be there when my loved ones needs me. The last one, it shows me the past from war and all the hell i grew up with, haunting me every single time i feel happy. So far! I am winning, one day i will fall like i always do, but i won't be able to get up again to fight back.
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I am just worried about my future. I have been unemployed since last May and my benefits run out next week. Hopefully the government gives us an extension. I also feel the isolation. My wife is the only one I ever talk to and she works during the day.
I don't drink or use drugs. I try to work out every day. I am sick of winter and sick of watching television all day. Things could be worse I know but I am looking forward to summer.
Hope things get better
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The biggest demon I'm fighting right now is anxiety.
I beat depression during lockdown, had been taking antidepressant for *years* and tried to quit a few times but couldn't because it got bad again, but during lockdown I actually had the time stay in bed, rest and fight the withdrawl. It took a couple of months but finally did it and now I don't even miss them! :D
The anxiety on the other hand is taking its toll, but I guess it's to be expected if people that didn't suffer from it before are experiencing it during lockdown, it's somewhat normal that I that am prone to it get it as well. But I'm handling it as best as I can.
I haven't gone out at all in well over a year, like 6 times for social reasons throughout this period and I only go out to do the shopping once a week and that's it because I work from home. My parents live with me and they are at risk because of their age and illnesses, so I've been incredibly careful and disciplined for *them*.
But I'm sure I'll overcome the demon of anxiety as well, it's just taking a little more, but I'm actually quite proud of myself for beating depression, that's quite an acomplishment for me <3
Hope you are all doing ok :3
That's great you overcame your depression!! And anxiety is normal in these times, I'm sure you'll be just as successful overcoming it. ๐๐
Nothing too serious. Just the voice in my head thatโs making me eat poorly lately. Last week was my birthday week and I made way too many allowances for myself, went up a few pounds. Frustrating because Iโd almost never eat cake on my own, but my gfโs mom got me a rum cake and sent me home with the leftovers, so that was like three pieces of cake in a week, on top of the other bullshit I ate. Not even going to talk about the pizza where I ate 6 of the 8 slices😅😅😅 Calories still count on your birthday, FYI, thereโs just no way around it😂 There might actually be a beach season this summer, so I really gotta tighten it up the next few months lmao. Itโs been all salads this week, haha.
https://www.youtube.com/embed/FRhGCEIB-4Y(Kristen Wiig is outstanding here😂😂😂)
Happy belated birthday!! Hear you on making allowances. Funny video ๐๐
Like a tone.
- Feeling like I don't have direction
- Feeling like I've wasted my life
- Not having a purpose
- Fearing that I don't have value
- Fearing that I lack mental capability
- Feeling like I have too much to achieve yet my time is not my own
- Feeling like I can't rely on anyone - yet everyone fails over onto me
- Feeling like no one has an interest in hearing me - yet am expected to hear so much
- Feeling like I 'll never achieve time to pursue my own projects
- Feeling like I matter in as much only what others can take from me
I've felt very similar
The big public demon is postmodernist society. It is the hell I always dreamed it would be. Dr. Suess for crying out loud! Everything fun gets canceled. Ammusing is offensive and everything and everybody is racist because apparently nobody does anything for any other reason. Everything you say can and does get used against you in the court of public opinion and main stream media. It's a complete shit show and something has to give. I don't think it can go on this way much longer, people are going to snap.
Personal demons, I won't discuss in public.
Yeah that Dr. Suess shit is ridiculous
Anger towards my family. My parents overreacted to basically everything and my older brother was always mean to me and my younger sister never listened to, cooperated with, or respected me. My parents never did anything about either of them. Because of this, I have serious trouble with confidence, expressing anger (though I definitely feel a lot of it), asserting myself, and expecting and demanding respect from people, and such.
They also forced me to go to college. I never wanted to go. Yeah, I had delusions about being a famous singer and all, but I would have eventually given up on that and done what I wanted, which was become a Marine.
Because of all this, I've never felt confident or comfortable taking risks or doing the things I wanted to do and deal with the consequences as they come. Instead I live in fear of them all the time.
So yeah, that's what I'm dealing with.
Sorry! I hope things get better for you
I am friends with the monster under the bed.
I am a sober drug abuser
I sober alcoholic
I have major depressive disorder
Ptsd
Generalized anxiety order
Adhd
And they all fight every day all day in my head.
I moved out my home of 22 years because my husband was verbally abusive. Now he has gotten the kids, no fault of mine, he is just good. I live with my parents now. Which is wonderful to help them. But i ache for my family. My kids are 20 and 29. I can't risk wanting to die in that house with my soon to be ex husbands mouth.
Thats enough for now lol
Anger is the main one. That's something I've struggled with for almost all my life.
Confusion has been a big problem for me lately also. It seems like both thinking and figuring things out are getting harder and harder. Maybe it's my age? Or stress... I can't decide which.
Stress can definitely cause that
I'm a perfectionist at heart, and I'm harder on myself than anyone else when I make mistakes. I'm still learning to cope with that. Also dealing with my ADHD and social anxiety while serving customers all day and it gets mentally exhausting.🙃
Not sure if I even answered this right, but it felt good to get it out.
You answered right. There's no wrong answers here
Gene Simmons

He's a tough demon to beat though because he's The Doctor of Love.
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When I was little, my oldest sister that's almost 6 years older than me had kiss posters all over the wall and man they scared the crap out of me back then ๐
Loneliness and hatred. Loneliness makes me hate all those that are making sure i stay lonely. The government and the fearfull lot of covid sheeple. Hatred grows. I hope the vaccines will work because i might throw my life away if they keep banning everything human. I wpuld rather die a human than live like a robotpath. A robotpath is a person who follows instructions even to his or her detriment. Robotpaths are what creates dictators and destroys humanity.
May be i should listen to the hatred demon more...
A furry, orange, 10-pound demon cat that won't stop screaming at you until you give him a ridiculous amount of attention. That'll appease him for 20 minutes before he demands more from you. He is the devil incarnate and I battle his insatiable neediness every day.
Lololol
Besides depression, it would be vengefulness. Wanting to hurt people the way I've been hurt. Wanting to expose people for who and what they really are.
Eventually they expose themselves though
Iโm having a very very hard time with men right now. Donโt get me wrong, I love good men. I am having a hard time because I was very very badly hurt by men in my family. That followed me and changed my choice in men u til I realized what I was doing. Itโs very conflicting because I absolutely adore men.
Neurological Demons, left over from chemotherapy, causing intense burning, and bee-sting feelings.
Nothing mental, or addiction, as these neurological ones are more than enough, for now. . .
I hope that gets better for you
The only demon I have dealt with recently is an insurance company I have been paying premiums into for the last 5 years that now says I don't qualify for benefits. Kind of sound like fraud don't you think?
Kinda nothing! Definitely sounds like fraud. I'd fight that!!
I feel like I've conquered most of them. The ones I haven't slain yet, I've learned how to steer against their influence and not let them affect me too much. :)
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None at the moment, but if any demons show up I ain't going down without a fight. I just bought a new 12 gauge.
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Real truth there!!!
Oh I know it is
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I think health issues with physical and mental health are demons for me
but with medications, I find I don't let them get me down I just keep on going?
Sorry to hear that, but glad you seem to be keeping them at Bay
@Brainsbeforebeauty Yeah, thank you :)
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The first two, I get! The last one though, I think you undervalue yourself... I think you're a funny, tell it like it is, sarcastic but not overly rude with it person I'd definitely hang out with IRL๐๐
Aww, thanks Brain! โค
You're one of the very few I'd love to meet on here and hang out with! I get this feeling we'd get along well... mostly laughing at people on here, lol
If that includes over a glass of wine ๐๐๐ท although the prole on here, we might need a whole case ๐คฃ
*people
You bring the wine, I'll bring the chocolate or ice cream- I got plenty of both! LOL
I love the sound of that, but then I'm throwing my scale away ๐๐
Anxiety disorder and PTSD. Coping by taking the right meds, trying to have more sex and drink less. :)
Well good luck and hope you have success with that
Well,
Childhood trauma.
Adhd
Adulting
Years of parental hovering and over protection.
Emotional hang ups keeping me from dating.
My own poor choices
Porn
An a recent infatuation with Chinese ribs.
And seame Chicken.
That's a long list! Hope you win the battle
You got this ๐
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Anxiety and some insecurities.
I have been seeing a therapist so that I can get them under control through :)
That's good! I hope it helps
Hmm manic depression , low self esteem , and overall healing since I have emotional baggage from my last toxic relationship.
Chronic Depression and not having enough money.
I'm that demon myself as you can tell.
What makes people happy is an individual thing
Probably that I got an inner conflict going between freedom and loneliness, i like the freedom of being single but do wish I had someone to share life's splendor with and dont know how to make all that work rn lol
Well hopefully you find a balance that works for you
Just now I have a small but disturbing demon that rests around my belly button.
I'll soon fight him hard.
Next week maybe :D
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There's a demon I've been battling since I was little, that demon is called low self-esteem. I still have a long way to go, but I feel that I'm getting there.
Another demon I've battling is laziness. It's stopping me from reaching my goals.
Loneliness. Confusion. Uncertainties.
Shame. Jealousy. Sadness. Worthlessness.
Self hate. Smoking. Pneumonia. And Mr. Covid19.
I can relate to a lot of those. My smoking has gotten bad, too much but that's what I do when stressed.. I hope things get better for you.
I've been battling a distaste for exercise over the past couple of years. LOL
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mostly loneliness, stemming from being shy and a little socialy awkward
Sorry to hear that ๐
Glad to hear it ๐
financial hardship
surviving in a modern world
Only If I can get the wife onboard, I would go with more of a Amish life
She's not having it huh?
I mean were close to going all the way, but... There is always a butt
I threw holy water on the demon and tidied to banish it back to hell. My friend was furious and told me not to treat his mom that way
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Feminism. I gotta blame someone else for my current failed relationship status. 😃
Least you admit it ๐
It was supposed to be a joke. ๐คฃ
I know, so was mine
Is it working? Lol
@Still-alive: I don't have a problem finding a good woman. I'm just not secure enough in my finances to get married and have kids yet. ๐
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Depression/lethargy. PTSD from sexual abuse. Social anxiety. Loneliness. Multiple failures in life. Oh & Iโm broke.
So sorry to hear that ๐
Thanks. Iโm hanging in there lol
I know the feeling, hanging by a thread
Old friends (who, it turns out, were never our friends) starting drama with gossip.
People ๐I hate people that "create" drama
Right! Why I try to avoid people like that as much as possible if can
At my age, I'm just me and anyone that has an issue with it don't gotta deal with me... One perk to getting older, some things just don't seem as important, like what other's think... As they say they want to be accepted for how they are, well then show me the same respect to be me or they can go F themselves ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ๐
Uncertainty, lack of confidence, lack of understanding, unconfirmed future which is uncertainty again 😂
lonliness, loathing and hate, looking at porn to self medicate, Got some ptsd in my life,
Do you ever get help for that?
That's good! Glad to hear it!
That's amazing!! And something you should be very proud of ๐๐๐ค
Depression, which I always get in the winter time. Sexual frustration.
I think a lot of people are going through sexual frustration right now! I hope it gets better for you ๐๐ค
Here's hoping ๐ค๐ค
Overspending on crap I donโt need. Credit cards are evil
Then maybe just have a bank card or prepaid card
Maybe. Gotta pay this one off first though
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I have power over the evil one he has many names i call him devil and deceiver
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I'm so empty right now, even demons won't possess this empty shell
Don't give up the fight!! I know easier said than done, I get so close to giving up myself and in some ways, maybe I already have ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ
Alcoholism. I went three and a half years until January, and I've had three "slips" since then. It's a nightmare, for me and all my family. Three weeks now.
Hey there. Keep on fighting. I know what alcoholism does, i've lived with my stephdad for 10 years and he also had an alcoholic problem. Just keep going, you can do this and you're strong! I hope you're okay.
Two actually my badass nieces who knew little girls were evil
๐๐ wait till they hit the teenage years ๐ฑ๐ฑ lololol
So your saying I should take them out while I have the chance๐
Hahahaha well didn't say that lmao
Lately, the battles have ended. My demons and I are one. A fusion of the best in us all.
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my past, bad relationships, former job, people who burned me
I can relate to a few of those
Addiction. I'm a high functioning drug addict. Just learning to love myself so I can put what's best for myself ahead of whatevers.
Hope you succeed!!
So many demons that you might as well call me a Winchester
Well that's not good. Hope things get better for you
You're not the only one
I know it does ๐๐๐ผ
Same here. So I really do know
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Anxiety & Depression. On top of all that a broken down marriage & relationship. Taking each day how it comes
Well I hope things get better for you
I can only hope. The trust is well & truly gone. She says there's nothing going on between them but if u kissed & nearly had sex there's always going 2 be chemistry there i ain't dumb
Chemistry can fizzle out, not that I'm making excuses... Agree, if trust is broken, it's hard if even possible to rebuild
I mean after her kicking me out 3 time's. Then she decided 2 persue a relationship whilst still technically married 2 me. Kisses him & says she doesn't want him she wants me. I'm not 2nd best
Oh yeah, I wouldn't put up with that shit
No but I was the mug for going bk. I had it all planned out. Get settled in a room. Wait for 6 months & try & get a flat with 2 bedrooms. So my kids could stay with me. No i listened 2 her bs
Soo embarrassed but my penis stays hard and like have to jerk off sometimes 4 times a day. Guess there are worse things
I seek a way out from a family that makes me feel like a prisoner in what should be a home.
You'll find out by staying tuned too your local news affiliates.
Depression. Trauma. Anger. Anxiety.
Depression and anxiety, I can definitely relate to right now
Hope you slay them dragons ๐
I hear yah there and thanks ๐๐ค
Too many. Iโm exhausted.
I so hear you there
Failure and confusion.
Hear you on that first one
Same ones I've always battled - nothing new!
๐๐ hope you eventually win and slay them dragons
My gender. Feel I've been robbed all my life. I love women, but they always remind me of my sadness..
Failure. Rejection. Disappointment. Loneliness. Fear. Rage. A desire for death to end the noise in my head.
Mostly laziness and sloth.
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