i started noticing beginning of hair loss :D otherwise - i mostly changed regarding dealing with outside world and other people. covid lockdowns taught me you shouldn't wait too much and you shouldn't get stuck in your life routine too early. you have to move and explore a bit. you shouldn't be afraid to get out of your comfort zone and try new things. every day is lost if you are at home waiting for it to go. don't hesitate to go on an adventure. develop tough sking and nothing will hurt you. and about dating and relationships - i was quite unnecesary shy. you should just ask a girl out. even if it is your friend and you just feel you like her. be touchy, but polite. don't be afraid of rejections hurting your ego. the most important thing i learned - everything casual gets forgotten within a year. you don't remeber your grades from highschool. if you have embarassed yourself at party two years ago, nobody remembers it very precisely anymore
That has been the case with me for most of my life, at least since my teens. It's funny how I can look back and think how naive or ignorant I was, but always think that I am now wise and have it together. Yet, say a year after that, I'll look back and see how different I now am and think that I NOW have it together. It's process of constant evolution. Experience and new knowledge causes constant change. At some point in my life, I realized that I will never know everything or be completely evolved. That realization is a bit humbling, but it's a good thing. In the end, the purpose of being alive is to learn, change and evolve.
I've put on some weight. Don't follow Freud much around either... Not anymore, at least. Grown lonelier owing to pandemic. Can read faster now. Have been taking awful news at calmer rates.
I'm in better shape, I'm not depressed, I have better music & audio equipment, I'm somehow lazier, I'm taller, my beliefs are more stable, I have better insight into the mind of a karen (my mother is one), I'm able to voice my opinions in a clearer way. There's more but those are the ones I value the most I guess. 🤔
I think I've changed quite a bit to do a lot of different ways I just got deeper and more shallow more. Caring I can feel people faster and deeper let's just looking I don't need to communicate. I have too much time and not enough time I want to understand things even at a deeper level more than I ever have I became way more patient even though I was really patient before LOL I want certain things and I don't really care about material things anymore but I'll never really have but I'm giving away all my collections
Since last June I've spent 6 months in hospital, 3 of them in a coma, been medically "dead" for four hours while I had CPR, spent weeks on dialysis, and had my leg amputated. I've learned to operate a wheelchair, and walk on a prosthetic leg.
I've rediscovered a joy for cooking and I'm training as a life coach and counsellor.
I have become more relaxed about life. I realize there are bigger things going on that I cannot control and that I will make it work somehow, just as I have always done.
