I flipped out at my hockey practice last week because I was having a bad night and I just feel like I’ve been slumping overall the last month or so, after feeling like I had just turned a corner in my development (I’m new to the sport). I take sports very seriously, like that’s “what I do” in life, I have no other fortes lmfao. Getting beat straight up, I can handle that, it’s just when I have failures of coordination or athleticism, I just fucking lose it. I was frustrated all night, but on the very last play of our scrimmage, I should’ve tipped away a pass, but I missed it, and it resulted in the losing goal. I wasn’t mad that we lost, I was mad that I was responsible, and that I missed what I thought should’ve been a makeable play. I just screamed out “FUCKKKKKK!!! at the top of my lungs and threw my stick off the boards. Then I just left the ice and skipped the whole post-practice address from the coach, I was in too much of a rage to be around anyone. Later, on the rink
camera feed, I heard a couple guys talking about me, and they obviously think I’m a psycho. That’ll be awkward on Sunday night at the next class, haha. But I only saw the goalie and the coach on the way out of the rink. I had a hat on, a towel draped over the hat and mostly concealing my face, and my hood up on my sweatshirt, I was pretty well hidden. But both of them engaged with me, the goalie held a door for me and was obviously trying to cheer me up, and then the coach was like “later, Steve”, but he had a tone like he just feels bad that I take it all so hard, but doesn’t really know how to help me. And I hate flipping out, because it attracts attention, and I HATE attention, especially sympathetic attention, I absolutely can’t stand being the object of pity and having people focused on reeling me back in. But obviously my behavior invites that kind of response, and I get it, I’m not mad, I appreciate the concern, but I just want to go in my hole and just die for the day, I’ll see y’all next week, lmao. Like I’m so far off of planet Earth at those points and so disassociated with reality, and it’s so hard for me to quickly poke my head back in and be any semblance of cordial, or even respond, but something in my core won’t let me be rude to well-intentioned people. But yeah, it’s awkward for sure.
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When I lost a football bet against my pals. Me and the other guy that was betting for the Packers to win against the Vikings.
We lost and had to wear dress for a weekend and had to go out in public
That was the last bet I ever made. I still remember the date November 5th, 1995. Score was 27 Vikings 24 Packers
Today when I was shooting an ad with my group members for one of my classes. I was sitting with the guys in my group at the same table and they were just talking to each other. I felt awkward because I felt like they were ignoring me and just wanted to talk to each other. I don't care about hanging out with them or being friends with them (and I actually don't want to) but I wished they included me in their conversation since we're working together
Last time was probably the previous Monday. It was in Music class when I played Elise instead of what sir instructed which was Turkish March in piano. And to make things worse our Sir said, "You played it very well but you played the wrong song dear." I was very embarrassed and felt really awkward because usually I'm the best student in music but that time things went wrong for first time.
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I feel awkward every day of my life lol
I had my card declined at at the self check-out during a rush. Supervisor laughed and said when it’s busy it happens a lot, some glitch. Second time through it worked. I said I was taking it personally and asked if I could kick it. He just grinned.
Today. I had a lot of stuff in my hands when I was leaving the classroom. One of my students ran to open the door, I thanked him for the help only to find out he was just going to the bathroom. 🤣
You really need to answer your own questions. Some of these are very personal and you don't reveal anything.
The time I walked in on my father in law while he was showering. I thought it was Hubby in there, whoopsie! Got a glimpse into the future.
Being at this fake friend's house and feeling awkward because I didn't want to be there. What an awful time that was for me.
I think I called a friend on the phone and felt guilty cause I wasn’t sure if they wanted to talk to me and I felt awkward cause of guilt.
In the grocery store when I was struggling at the self-checkout.
Realizing I divulged lots of sexual fantasy info on GAG😂
Last night when I showed up to my coworkers birthday dinner and they wanted to go party after but everyone was older like 40…. I can’t club with y’all. So I said I was tired and went home after.
Being brutally honest with my husband about new undeveloped kinks/fetishes
When I hang out with someone of the opposite sex for the first time… things are always awkward for me because they usually give off the wrong vibes for me.
Me and my boyfriend had a conversation about all the weird things I know/look up. For example that holding your boob releases oxytocin, so I was wondering if guys had an equivalent.( I didn’t find anything). For some reason I just felt awkward. 😅
I have a bit of a bronze face. Getting t feel awkward is not something that happened to me since when I was a kid.
not sure but just more confused with diffenet opioion that comepely diffenent opioion.
All the time, especially when my friends told one of my crushes, whos my friend that I liked him and he wouldn't talk to me, until I approached him and told him how I felt about him not talking to me
everyday, almost every hour I don't know but just like a lot
yesterday at the mandarin festival so many people i had to get away
When I Had a crush on my former guy friend That I rejected to date
Yesterday, making a call to work to tell them I’m sick and can’t come in.
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