One thing that is strange is I don’t really identify with my name. Like it’s useful for stuff, but it’s not MY name. I don’t think there is anything that would be fitting.
I suppose another thing is I don’t think I will get into a relationship. It just feels too restrictive of a lifestyle. Think of it like this, if I were to get a relationship, then every decision I make from now on, I have to also consider someone else. I prefer to have a degree of freedom and privacy.
I recently had to quit a job due to lack of transportation. I had the job for a year and a half. The old management would help me with transportation, but the new ones not so much. They gave me 30 days to secure transportation or else I was fired
I have frequently thought of the correspondence that you and I had months ago. Very, very frequently. In doing so, I realized that you actually taught me something about myself that I had absolutely no inkling of before we spoke.
I looove in the Christmas movie Elf when Will Ferrell says to his newfound younger brother, "Hey, good news... I saw a dog today!" Do you know that scene?
1. Sometimes I feel like I'm just going through the motions of living and whenever those times of "auto pilotness" break I'm hyperaware of everything around me and it makes me feel irrationally emotional and scared.
2. I broke my 2 months of being clean of sh
3. I still steal. Just small stuff like gum or chap stick but I should still stop.
I can’t believe I came back. I was out. I was free. It might have been a bet, which I won by quadrupling.. (but lost a side bet thanks to @blackcupcake @OddBeMe and @SirDerpsalot1901 Thanks guys 🤪 you each owe me $6.60 now)
It's a lie that we've all told ourselves because we finally believed the liar that actually started it. Here's a start, are you good enough for yourself? Work through that and then you'll realize that you don't have to be "good enough" for anyone else. I don't presume to have just packed a year's worth of therapy into a few sentences but... it's a start. Good luck, bud.
i accidentally called my cousin’s girlfriend one of his ex’s names and it started a huge fight between them. i have a habit of putting my foot in my mouth sometimes lol
Well... I'm infamous for stealing soda when it's just meant to be for occasions (not that it's even given to me) so they decided to hide it but I found it. Hope they don't realize it lol.
Guys get boners for their sisters a lot. It doesn’t have to be an issue. Like yeah needs to stop entering your room without permission. But he is also at the edge of that age where he isn’t able to control it so much and as soon as you both go off to collage you will both look back on it as a horribly goofy moment that neither of you want to remember ever again.
Mf you didn't let me hide behind anon A couple years back before I knew what sex or masturbation was I humped poles sometimes because it felt good lmao
@asakyo I just want to say right here and now, I don’t know you, but you matter! You are important, you are special, you have a purpose, you have a reason for being here. At the age of 20 things can seem incredibly magnified and the emotional energy can be visceral. I promise you, it gets better. Much, much better. Don’t give up now. Hang in there. Reach out. Don’t isolate. You are loved!
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I had the opportunity to assassinate a communist president during his inauguration. We were told not to bring weapons. No one checked us.
You're a veteran, right?
One thing that is strange is I don’t really identify with my name. Like it’s useful for stuff, but it’s not MY name. I don’t think there is anything that would be fitting.
I suppose another thing is I don’t think I will get into a relationship. It just feels too restrictive of a lifestyle. Think of it like this, if I were to get a relationship, then every decision I make from now on, I have to also consider someone else. I prefer to have a degree of freedom and privacy.
I recently had to quit a job due to lack of transportation. I had the job for a year and a half. The old management would help me with transportation, but the new ones not so much. They gave me 30 days to secure transportation or else I was fired
I have frequently thought of the correspondence that you and I had months ago. Very, very frequently. In doing so, I realized that you actually taught me something about myself that I had absolutely no inkling of before we spoke.
I did? I have a couple of recollections, but the details are fuzzy.
Pm me if you want, remind me, tell me your realizations.
I'm planning a one night stand with a guy on GaG.
Wow that's quite juicy.
How far or close do you two live?
You're sure it will just be a hookup, not lead to anything more?
Gotta PM you for that one.
I can't help but smile everytime I walk past a dog
lolol. That is so cute.
I looove in the Christmas movie Elf when Will Ferrell says to his newfound younger brother, "Hey, good news... I saw a dog today!" Do you know that scene?
Yessss, my boyfriend is a gardener and he always sends me pictures when his client has a dog
That's cute too.
Are you going to get a dog yourself?
I don't know my mum's allergic and the are very expensive to look after.
Ah that's too bad.
Maybe see if an animal shelter wants any help?
Maybe are next door neighbor has a dog called rugby and sometimes I come over and play with her she's so sweet
1. Sometimes I feel like I'm just going through the motions of living and whenever those times of "auto pilotness" break I'm hyperaware of everything around me and it makes me feel irrationally emotional and scared.
2. I broke my 2 months of being clean of sh
3. I still steal. Just small stuff like gum or chap stick but I should still stop.
My very first girlfriend brought me a lot of depression but it was best that it ended the way it did too much depression.
That's tough. I'm sorry. Glad it's in the past.
@AmandaYVR Thanks for your support
I can’t believe I came back. I was out. I was free. It might have been a bet, which I won by quadrupling.. (but lost a side bet thanks to @blackcupcake @OddBeMe and @SirDerpsalot1901 Thanks guys 🤪 you each owe me $6.60 now)
omg!!! I’m so happy to see you back!!!😭❤️❤️ I gladly accept owing you that… hahaha
lol Nice to be missed. ☺️ Thanks buddy. I’ll add it to the jet fuel fund for when the pilot license is earned. 😁
you better!!! hahaha
No pressure 😏 lmao
My confession... I truly don't think I'm good enough for anyone.
@AmandaYVR hit me up any time you want.
It's a lie that we've all told ourselves because we finally believed the liar that actually started it.
Here's a start, are you good enough for yourself?
Work through that and then you'll realize that you don't have to be "good enough" for anyone else.
I don't presume to have just packed a year's worth of therapy into a few sentences but... it's a start.
Good luck, bud.
You are. Humility is endearing.
Even though I'm medicated and in therapy, there are still days when I just want to punch the time card, and I have very few reasons to not do so
I am heartsick.
Painful, isn't it.
Indeed. 😥
i accidentally called my cousin’s girlfriend one of his ex’s names and it started a huge fight between them. i have a habit of putting my foot in my mouth sometimes lol
I steal soda from the secret stash in my house.
Why is there a secret stash?
Well... I'm infamous for stealing soda when it's just meant to be for occasions (not that it's even given to me) so they decided to hide it but I found it. Hope they don't realize it lol.
My brother sometimes gets boners for me. Recently he came in to my room and I was naked and saw him get a boner.
@jellyjessy how old is your brother?
@QuietRunner he is 20
@jellyjessy step brother?
@QuietRunner nope biological
@jellyjessy oh okay
He needs a girlfriend. Help him get one.
He walks into your room whenever he wants?
no he did it once and accidentally
Guys get boners for their sisters a lot. It doesn’t have to be an issue. Like yeah needs to stop entering your room without permission. But he is also at the edge of that age where he isn’t able to control it so much and as soon as you both go off to collage you will both look back on it as a horribly goofy moment that neither of you want to remember ever again.
Have you talked to him about it yet? Were you upset it happened?
Mf you didn't let me hide behind anon
A couple years back before I knew what sex or masturbation was I humped poles sometimes because it felt good lmao
I feel like everyone secretly hates me
Do you secretly hate them? Sometimes that's where the root of such things are. (Or maybe not.)
You're punchy. But not hateable. 🤗 I like your resilience too.
Thanks, honey.
To answer your question, I think it's just my insecurities. I hear negative things people have said about me that hasn't actually happened.
Ok. Do you think they were misinterpretations of you, or more deliberate spreading of lies?
The latter
I like my own Twitter post/tweets.
hahahaha. This sounds like a meme.
This is the first one to make me actually laugh out loud. Good job.
Glad I could make you laugh.
I’ve had impure thoughts about Selena Gomez.
Think you might have one or two guys agree with you on that one.
I don't really wanna live anymore
Asa, your comment might get taken down by the Mods or Admin, but you pm me if you want to talk, ok?
@asakyo I just want to say right here and now, I don’t know you, but you matter! You are important, you are special, you have a purpose, you have a reason for being here. At the age of 20 things can seem incredibly magnified and the emotional energy can be visceral. I promise you, it gets better. Much, much better. Don’t give up now. Hang in there. Reach out. Don’t isolate. You are loved!
@AmandaYVR and @StrongMale I'll be okay, thanks for your concern <3
Okay.. just sending you love and good energy. ❤️