I dont deserve any sympathy, but what do I do?

Anonymous

I work in a hospital and I accessed my medical records along with my families. And I got a hipaa violation. Im so stupid.

Do I have low IQ? AM I that dumb? I'm a CNA.

Why would I do this.. they gave me a slap on the wrist but I'm worthless.

I'm so dumb, I can't believe this. I took pride in my job... now I can't because I did this. my supervisor says everyone loves working with me. Do I just forgive myself and move on?

I don't deserve to be happy. I was already struggling with my self esteem, depression and this just made it so much worse. I feel awful

i did go through patients on other floors. on accident, they didn't catch it though. but what if they do and I get fired? they could charge me and take me to court. I'm 25, and my life is ruined.

I am having depression. this isn't leaving my mind, I feel like shit. I can't eat, haven't been drinking anything cause I don't deserve it.

I can't tell you how embarrassing this is not only for myself but for everyone that has to be around me. I'm such a shitty person.

she talked to me, and said If it happened again I'd be fired. but the morning of the day before she talked to her I accessed patients records that were patients there that were on different floors. accidently. so should I worry or just forgive myself?

I'm fucked.

I'm so worried. I fucked up my life?

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This would've never happened if I wasn't born
I often wonder why I'm on this earth
I keep messing up shit, I'm a nuisance.

My supervisor said everyone loves working with me, but I don't know. I can't even do anything right. I'm so dumb often wonder if I have low IQ. but I did pass my CNA. I don't know
I dont deserve any sympathy, but what do I do?
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