Help I’m hallow in life what should I do?

[Sugar100]

I’m almost 28 and live with parents in a tiny senior apt. I live with them as I never got marriage from a guy or real serious relationship or had guy ask me live with him. I’m still struggling to get a boyfriend but barley til now 27 I do have suitors. But I missed chance have a boyfriend with a guy I liked at market as I don’t reply fast enough and he left. Then I dated guy for a month July & he was first guy to act like a real boyfriend but I ended things as he refuse call me his girlfriend.

I can’t move out yet as I won’t be able save til September. I’m having high car bills this month. I got second job delivering food but pay is low & I’ll only be able pay my car payment with this extra job at least.

learning to cook, working out, hobby coloring in my meditation book still don’t cure my hallow heart. I have no family no cousins they are all toxic or in Mexico , no sisters.

my dream is attend family functions with a guy for one in my life, and plan fun vacay with a guy, that’s what I want in my soul. I’m tired be alone.

[ohsheeT]

Ok so you have been on here for a long time. And you have of questions that you ask, but then at the same time, you give a answer in your own way. And that's why you don't have what you want right now because you keep telling yourself, you're never going to have this. You're never going to experience this. You're never never never never never.

The words that come out of our mouth come true because they're energy. You're putting out in the universe everywhere in the whole universe , that you're never going to be able to do this , stop doing that

I'll say it again stop doing that

I'll say it again, stop.
Doing that you're sabotaging yourself
Take a little bit of a break. Think about the things you want. Be happy and bless for the things that you have

But stop saying the negative
Stop telling guys that you meet. You want to have their baby? You want to live within that you want to meet their parents? Stop telling them this , your sabotaging yourself


Take one thing at a time and deal with it. Do not pressure guys telling them what you want your sabotaging yourself

It's not a race to get to where you're going. It is a journey. It is a learning experience.
And you're not learning anything by doing what you're doing right because you keep doing it

I can tell you how I would do it if I was you. But im not you but I see all your mistakes you're Makand you can't do what you're doing. You have to do it in a different way and quit sabotaging yourself

If you want the things that you want that's grbut. Don't tell people you have to live it out. You have to experience things.
And there's ways to dwithout going the direction that you're going because you just keep sabotage in yourself and you keep making things by what you're saying not happen. None of it's gonna happen because you keep saying that so quit stop change the subjestart living life.
Instead of trying to force life because it's not gonna work

[aaron13547]

If you feel hollow you can't fill that with another person. You have to learn to love yourself before you can ask someone to love you. Write down a list of all the things you want in another person. Start trying to achieve all those things yourself. It won't be easy but I have faith the journey of becoming the best person you can be will draw people to. Don't lose hope and remember the purpose is you. The purpose is always you! Your already to a good start working out and coloring. Learn more about the things you like and don't like to do and push yourself to get better at doing both. Life is about the journey more difficult journeys are about finding greater things.

[CupcakeTheDestroyer]

You’re just a late bloomer, this is more common than you think. Just be calm and learn to like yourself more alone

[Abbycado]

I wish I could help, but only you can fix your life.

[AliceGregory]

Girl, you need a circle of women in your life <3

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