I don't know what to do with life. Please advice. How can I continue my life?

Anonymous
I have Completed B. E. Electronics from India (a reputed college). When I was studying I had financial difficulties for which I was struggling so I couldn't focus much on studies. (I got barely 7.14 CGPA.) I was always good with logics and reasoning. Due to which in most of major companies I clear all interview rounds except HR (My major cracked Interview was with L&T. I failed HR there too.) Later I got internship with a BPO with 4k as sptipend. I had no choice at that time. worked there 2 months later left for Lancesoft where I worked as IT recruiter (14K). after 3 months my engagement was fixed. My mom got sick. I came home. Left lancesoft. I again searched for job Got job as desktop support for one month (8k) left again. I then started working with Wind turbines maintenance company (8k + Accomodation + Food) worked 6 months. Got kidney stone (24mm) due lack of water (Job was in desert and they could not provide proper water) Left again (broke engagement mainly due to lack of money and doubts about my earning capabilities). Corona came worked in Gas cylinder agency as a porter (2k) in home town. Left again (for better offer of 4k) joined a tractor agency worked as everything they need. (desktop operator to clerk cum sweeper cum oil changer cum receptionist) Left for Surat (We bought home in home town on loan due to no property wiily and needed house for engagement arrangment for everyone. In surat I needed minimum 12K pm for everything (7k loan + 5k for accomdation+ rent ) Searched for job but no avail. Started doing manual labor earning 12k pm. worked 6 months. Owner found I was graduate. Put me on a PC and gave me 14k + overtime without pay. I left after I found a parttimer hiring me for full time for same work for 18k (was doing part time 6 hours for 6k) . Worked 6 months payment issue. (was left ofr 2-3 months pay behind. I was already in debt before graduation. After buying home on loan got more in debt needed timely payment.)
I don't know what to do with life. Please advice. How can I continue my life?
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