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If you love them... don't hurt them.

If you love them... don't hurt them.

Hi, this is more of a little story rather then a Mytake.

This is about to tell a lot of harsh things as well so don't get upset if you see something you don't like. Well I guess I will start from the beginning.

My ex boyfriend was abusive to me and verbally abusive to me. I was with him for 2 months before I left for good. Then after 6 months I was sorta pulling my self together at that point. I had downloaded this app called whisper and I didn't know what it was but I tried it out I messed around with it a little bit. So, one night kinda late I decided to make a whisper and say "anyone wanna talk? F" I waited for a few minutes and I'm getting these chats most of them are just wanting nudes but I got one message from (my now bf) He was very kind, very funny, kinda out there. So after a few minutes of talking we wanted my oovoo, I gave it to him and he wanted to see y face and just what I looked like. I remember he called me/ videoed me and the whole time I just laughed and smiled. Not because he was ugly or anything. Just cuse I was nervous and really shy and I also just got out of a fucked up relationship so kinda not trusting many people. so we continue to talk and about 15 days later he asked me to be his girlfriend I said yes. It didn't exactly go down like that, but I'm just telling you the basics.

So we became official, December 11,2016. We went through a lot of drama but we never did fight. I'm also one of those people that likes to prank him and play around. Even if we are long distance I can still prank. so fast forward to April 6,2017. we are still together and in love and everything else. DONT WANNA GO TO DETAILED. Also we have never met face to face but we do video chat.

So one this day he really pissed me off and I wrote this thing saying I don't love him anymore and blah blah blah....when I calmed down I saw I didn't feel that way. I showed him what I wrote and he started crying (that's what he told me) and his friends were comforting him. At first it wasn't a prank, I was just showing him how I was when mad and he thought I was being serious. I then decided to go along with it and telling him this but I didn't know he was telling his friends. we went back and forth for a little while then I had to go. So I came back and told him it was a prank, he said he fucking hated me for saying it was a prank. I didn't really even get to explain myself completely.

Whatever...I said sorry a hundred times but then I started getting defensive when I shouldn't have. I texted him the next day (april 7,2016) and he told me I'm going to do what u wanted before and enjoy my spring break, clear my head, and when I come back settle everything, is that ok. I told it absoultuly was and that I'm sooooooooo sorry...said sorry a lot. I told him I know I took it to far and that I don't want to lose him. he told me he knows I don't want to lose him and thanking me for letting him do that. I said ok, I'm sorry again, but then I wanted to know one thing "if he was leaving me or mad at me" he wrote "mad at you" .....I said ok, I'm sorry. he never wrote back....he is know on spring break and we talk all the freaking time but this week I can't text him at all. if he text me I will answer but I can't text first. Ever sense all this I am crying and freaking out. I have never been this inlove with someone. He is the most important person to my life. I know he said he's not leaving me but he could.

when this week is over he might leave and then I will have lost the most important person in my life. losing them over a dumb ass prank..... Look if you love someone don't make them cry. don't make them upset with you. Never let them have a reason to not talk to you. Or you will end up like me....crying, depressed, worried, and waiting for this week to be over. I love him and he still loves me.....but I really fucked up this time!!!

If you love them... don't hurt them.
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