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My guy cried when I cucked him?

Well I've always had this fantasy of cucking a guy and having him watch well i finally asked my boyfriend at first he was really upset and against it but then he said he would do it if it made me happy... so we are there on the nigh i organized the guy and he came as planned well we got to it me and the guy were going at it i can't lie i could see how uncomfortable he was and i should have stopped it then but i could hear something and i looked over to see my boyfriend with his head in hands sobbing i instantly told the guy to get off but as i did he finnished INSIDE ME!!! that was not agreed at all and i could see how hurt my boyfriend was i told the guy to leave when he did i showered an cleaned up the mess he made and went straight to my boyfriend i could see how distraught he was and i realized hard what id done and instantly understood why he felt that way and thats when that fantasy died with me and i realised how amazing my boyfriend is i realized that he's the only guy i want to sleep with dont get me wrong were okay but i feel so bad for what happened I've never seen him cry like that. The whole thing was a mistake, how can i make it up to him? I know some will say i dont have to but i do! I pushed the topic and he did it for me but i should have known it would hurt him i feel sick thinking about that night i dont feel like i want to touch my boyfriend sometimes because of it i feel disgusted in myself for doing it what do i do?
My guy cried when I cucked him?
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