Crying over this guy ( he says he likes me back) but he doesn't want a relationship how can I not cry?

I met him on a social media (not discord)-site months ago, my feelings grew too big for him to the point I cry for him every night cause he said he’s not active on discord anymore, he used to vc with me a lot, he used to send me good morning and night texts. Mostly he comes for phone sex, he told me he doesn’t want me to think I’m always there for just sex. He says he’s busy, more often. I ask if he can vc he says no, I tried to give him so much space.. I tried to make him feel comfortable.. I tried to be a good friend to him.. I tried everything I grew impatient I straight up ask if he wants to be in a relationship he said no, he doesn’t want to commit but he liked me? If I don’t text in a few days he’ll text me hi or something..
Crying over this guy ( he says he likes me back) but he doesn't want a relationship how can I not cry?
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