Ugh, another waiting ‘til marriage question?

My boyfriend and I have been dating for two years. I was on board for the waiting ‘till marriage thing initially because I had a tough time in school, but now I’ve done a ton of spiritual growth and I’m turning 30 in two weeks. I know it’s important not to rush, but the lack of intimacy is no longer fair and he can’t afford to propose to me for a while. I’ve experienced loss and overcame enormous medical setbacks in my life. Reached out to a faith based counselor to give this a fighting chance. I love God but what other growth do I need besides saving money? Any advice would be appreciated to decide if I’m going to end this or not. Thanks all!
Ugh, another waiting ‘til marriage question?
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