What's the most painful realization about yourself?

[NostalgiaSenpi]

Mine was that I'll most likely never have a relationship. I'm doing fairly well otherwise and have been ina chipper mood these past few weeks comparatively to the past five years.

[lightbulb27]

That I was broken inside and not functioning as God made me, but the world damaged me to be. I realized I can do, be, or say things that are not true but I believed them to be true because of how I felt inside.

I did not accept that nor want to live out of wounds, so I came to understand myself better, and that helps, and it's awareness and repair work with Christ's as foundation, but with effort, awareness, as well as loved ones, and life... challenges that get me forward.

So I'm thankful!!!

[Sun_Kim-Ai]

Probably that I'm not as benevolent and a good person as I like to think I am.

[Anemone978]

I guess that I have always felt I am not worth it..
Even now I really want a relationship, but when someone starts to like me I start to want to run away... I think I am scared to fall in love because of the rejection I felt from the first person I completely loved in a romantic way. I still am not over that hurt... and I just don't feel I could love like that again..

[jennifer_bloom]

For me, it’s that making money is not easy.

[MemeSupreme]

that the abuse i experienced growing up was not my fault. it sounds obvious on paper, but that realization really hits you hard

[Bekaaaaaaaahhhh]

That I’m actually a bit annoying and sometimes I repeat myself when I feel strongly about something.

[Agape93]

I'm never going to be how I used to be. I'm damaged and breaking more and more as time goes on.

[LovingJo]

EXACTLY what @Agape93 said 😭 mentally AND PHYSICALLY
I think it's only a matter of time, now!! 💯😔

[Agape93]

Yeap. Sooner rather than later on my end most likely. But you don't have permission to check out.

[LovingJo]

Me too m day by day is getting worse, and I'm TERRIFIED!! 😰💔
What do you mean by not have permission 😂❤️

[Agape93]

Death isn't to be feared unless you fear losing something. Find out what you don't want to lose or leave behind, and live for that, if nothing else.

Just as I said, I'm not giving you permission to stop playing the game of life. You need to keep playing, you're too sweet to have that game end.

[sheenagwapa]

that life is unfair and injustice is soooo loud... but it's ok i have Jesus

[alina177]

That I am mediocre. May be worst. I couldn't accomplished any of my dreams. Failure in every direction

[LiamJHayden]

Probably that I am extremely difficult in a romantic relationship and am unlikely to ever have a long term one.

[westsideman]

I am not worth it. I am nothing. I don't deserve to be liked.