Should I explore a friends with benefits with my ex after putting him through the wringer?

So I did something horrible to my ex and I feel pretty guilty about it and he broke up with me for it but we miss each other and miss the sex. I know we shouldn't go down this road when he just broke up with me (like two weeks ago) but I can't help myself.

I feel like a selfish person for not giving things time to breathe but I also have needs and I really miss the sex with him. We are also long distance so it's not often that we get a chance to do something like this but he is going to come down and we get it in.

I can't help but feel a bit guilty though. Am I a bad person for this?

Should I explore a friends with benefits with my ex after putting him through the wringer?
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