Hello guys I'm really regret for blocking this girl I was under pressure of my narcissist brother he was hoovering me into a problem he sent so many flying monkeys to change my mind and involve in his shit but I refused I was in like war I had to maintain my boundaries and say no and no and no He's very damaging heartless person the narcissist are just like demons.
Anyway I met this girl and I honestly tried to avoid her at the supermarket because my life full of issues but she kept showing up and she was smiling and highly into me she was kind girl we finished buying things then she was outside and in her car watching me with disappointed look on her face so I walked toward her and we had small talk she was very nervous so I just gave her my number she called me before midnight and everything was fine till next day I got call from another flying monkey and I was under pressure again I lost my temper and I was very angry again during that time she was messaging me and out of nowhere I blocked her I was in like fight mode I unblocked her In the evening then I deleted her number I felt I just can't deal with her but I'm really regret and I don't even have her number to say sorry or to apologize for my behavior I didn't mean anything bad I was just under so much pressure my own family which many of them are narcissist tried to destroy my life many times in very demonic way I had PTSD because of what they did took me about year an half to heal but it did affect my life. I feel lost I did post so many qoutes in my WhatsApp avatar to make her feel im sorry but I got zero contact from her I have no idea if she blocked me too or if she saw my avatar I feel I must move on but I'm really regret.
