My son is starting to grow up now and ask questions about who his dad is more seriously and as he grows up he's starting to look more and more like his dad which is raising a lot of suspicions and as he gets older he's gonna connect the dots and figure it out for himself but I'm still not ready for him to know before I tell his farther and he might not necessarily believe me or want to talk to me given he's a big hot shot now.
When I turned 18 me and couple friends decided to go London to celebrate. We went into a couple clubs and that's were I met him. He was a bar tender at a club his mother promoted at the time and he kept giving me free drinks as it was my birthday. He was a little older then me think he was 25/26 at the time and he I fell in love with him at first sight he was just so beautiful and I still love him but it's something I have to get over.
After his shift my friends invited him to come out with us. The night ended with me making out with him in some back alley and he asked for my number.
I thought I'd hear nothing from him but I really wanted him to call. The very next day he came and met me at the train station to say bye and asked if I'd come back to meet him again in London for a date.
We started dating for a while and during that time we also had sex a lot but he became extremely busy with his modeling/acting career and It became impossible to see each other so we called it quits.
Couple months later I found out I was pregnant I know he's the farther as he's the only man I've ever had sex with as I found it so hard to move on from him but I never told him he was the farther because i didn't want him to come home and stop working and ruin a good future for him.
Now he's a big hot shot and is starting to become abit of a big name especially now he's dating someone extremely beautiful and famous. I've heard she's lovely and they are really happy together and I don't want to ruin that
