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I had a bad trip and my boyfriend broke up with me, am I a bad person?

Me and my boyfriend hung out... we went to Barnes and Nobles... we had a great time. We got a hotel since he lives an hour and a half away. He took out some gummy edibles and I got excited because I wanted to try them. So at first I was going to eat 1 whole gummy... but my boyfriend said no take a little. I decided to take half. At first I felt calm and relaxed... than it started getting dark outside and I asked my boyfriend if he could open the window because it was starting to get hot. He said no.. it has a latch on it. So I started to panic and my heart started beating. I thought he was trying to kill me. So I'm scared to death. The more I looked in his face the worser it got. I was scared of him. So I told him that I wanted to get fresh air... he said ok ILL follow you. He told me to get in the car... so we can get food and water. So we went to McDonald's. I sat down and decided to call people in my phone... I called my mom, all my sisters, my baby father. And I was telling them that I was scared and they need to help. I took an edible. My family telling me to calm down... it will be ok. My sister was talking to my boyfriend. I told my mom that I was coming to her house because I don't feel safe with him. She said ok. So he he took me to my mom... he's talking to my family. He left. About two hours later... he text me and ask if I was ok. I said yes. The next day... he picked me up from my mother and took me home. He said I knew you were talking to your baby father. I said yes because of the kids. Nothing more. He hug me and left. I felt like crap and cried. He was very distant. I decided to call him and he said that he needed space and that I was wicked and mental. That hurt me. So now he's not talking to me.

I had a bad trip and my boyfriend broke up with me, am I a bad person?
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