I did love spells and witchcraft when I was younger, now I regret it and I'm Catholic. What do I do?

[Anonymous]

When I was 13 I had a HUGE crush on this guy (He was 17). I was madly in love with him because he was intelligent, nice, easy to talk to, tall, responded fast, caring, we had a lot in common (also a lot of common experiences in the past), we had same plans for the future and he was so handsome. He was literally all those things young girls want in a guy.
I was scared he didn't like me back, so my stupid self searched on the internet how to get a guy to like you back, then I discovered love spells. I was catholic then too so I wondered if they were witchcraft or not. I was so dumb that I searched it up and people on the internet told me that it wasn't magic so I fell for it.
I did MULTIPLE paper love spells, and I did the one where you bury the paper in your garden. I also did a lot of candle ones. I did not understand that it was evil.
Not only that but I was also very insecure so I contacted a teenager witch on tiktok and she did a beauty spell on me, I regret it so much now. (I also got online tarot card readings)
I have all the symptoms that a witch has cursed you. I can't focus on prayers, I'm sad, I get disrespectful thought's about God and so on.
I can't go to confession because I don't have a church or priest, I've asked God for forgiveness but I don't know if He has forgiven me or not. And the symptoms hasn't gone away.
Also recently this guy who I had a crush on came to visit MY HOUSE even though we had broken contact. I hid because I didn't want to meet him.
Then I contacted him and asked for forgiveness for stupid stuff I've done (It's another story), and he asked me for forgiveness as well. Then he said that he has been thinking about me a lot and so on.
That means that the love spells are still not broken, but I want them to be broken. I don't want a guy liking me because of magic because it's not true love and it's evil. I don't want magic in my life please help me.
Also if you can please pray for me.
Thank you.

[Anonymous]

Plead the blood of Jesus Christ. He will forgive you! I used to do something similar so just seek God and turn around. You’ll be okay. Just be sure to never do it again <3 God loves you and forgives you. We all make mistakes. Paul killed thousands of Christians and God turned his life around. You may feel bad, but don’t stay stuck in the rut ❤️✌️

https://www.youtube.com/embed/E18i1skLiPA

https://www.mti.edu.eg/upload/libfiles/0/0/15.html?video=_qBkfJh2mU0

[Asker]

Thank you so much<3 you don't know how much that means to me.

[Opinion Owner]

You’re soo welcome❤️have a great day!!

[Asker]

You too!

[SweetDumplings]

I'm sure if you go into a Catholic church they won't turn you away or do you not have one in your area? If so you can call a Catholic church and tell them your situation and they can do a over the phone confession, I'm Catholic too and my family member did an over the phone confession once and yes I've also done spells so I know it's bad and not good in the eyes of God.

[Asker]

Well I don't have any catholic churches nearby unfortunately

[Anonymous]

Acting in sincerity is what counts most. As long as you have learned from your mistakes and are prepared to do better, that's all that matters. Were only human and are all prone to making mistakes.

I don't think witchcraft is necessarily a bad thing, even though it unfairly gets a bad rep. But if you want forgiveness, try actually doing good instead of just asking for forgiveness, then it will come naturally.

[Asker]

Thank you

[Mossberg500]

Nothing. I didn't find Christianity til 12 years ago. Before then I was a bad person. I suppose if you're Catholic you could try confession. But I am protestant so I do not have to go through all of that. All you really "need" to do from my perspective is repent for your sins and ask forgiveness. Since you seem sincere in this post, you shouldn't have any problems.

[Asker]

I appreciate you trying to help!

[Mossberg500]

Anytime.

[doopayo]

I blame this on tiktok. You’re way too young to be doing that crap and half of these “witches” on tiktok be giving their audience incomplete dangerous spells that can get themselves or others hurt. No one should mess around stuff that you know nothing about

[doopayo]

There’s no way you can take it back, just don’t do it ever again and you should be fine

[Asker]

I will NEVER do it again. Yes I agree with you. I'm so mad that people on tiktok are lying that these spells are harmless, not demonic or dangerous yada yada.

[Tamera952]

Sounds like you're just the type of nutjob that religion preys upon. Being catholic (voluntarily mind you) takes a certain kind of needy & 'special' person.
Don't know anything bout your "spells" but they sound harmless -- the longer you stay in the Catholic church however, the more damage you're likely to do to yourself.

[Asker]

I appreciate you trying to help me but I won't leave the Catholic Church.

[Tamera952]

Never say never... lol

[Anonymous]

You don’t need a church or a priest for confessions. It’s between you and God. Cut out the middle man and talk directly.

[Asker]

I have and I know that, I'm just not sure if God will forgive me because I don't have perfect contrition or whatever you call it. :(

[Cubus]

Do a confession. I know your city doesn't have a church, but try to do it. Either bus or ask someone (parents or older sibling, if you have them) to take you there. It works like Catharsis - you will feel relieved after that.

[Asker]

But you don't understand there's none where I live, I have to go to another country.

[Cubus]

Ok, I see. Do you have any close friend/sibling you could REALLY trust? I think you can tell him/her about it and it would have similar effect.

[Asker]

Yes I do but she's younger than me so there's not much she can do. I have no older siblings.

[Cubus]

It's hard then. The most important thing is to regret it and not to do this again. I will pray that you will feel free.

[Cubus]

If I may ask: where are you from?

[Asker]

Thank you I really appreciate that. I'm from Europe. Are you the same guy from another question I posted?

[Cubus]

Sorry, but I don't know, because you are an anon. What was that question about?

[Asker]

I don't remember 😅

[Cubus]

I think you can check it

[Cubus]

Was is about sexual dreams?

[Asker]

I think so yeah.

[Cubus]

Then yes. I remember you, girl :)

[Asker]

Nice!😁

[Cubus]

Heh, I was afraid I won't see you again, because you are an anon. How's it going girl? Everything allright?

[Asker]

Well I'm not too good since I'm really stressed about this but other than that I'm fine. What about you?

[Cubus]

For me it's good.

And don't worry about it that much. Thinking about it only makes you worry more. It will be good, girl :)

[Asker]

Thank you, I will try my best! :)

[Cubus]

I have faith in you girl. I believe you will.

The most important is that you regret doing this. Go and don't sin anymore, ok? :)

[Asker]

I won't! I wish the same for you. :)

[Cubus]

Thank you. You're very nice.

[Asker]

Thanks, you are as well.

[Cubus]

Glad you think so :)

[Iron_Man]

Confess your sins at a Catholic Church and don’t ever do that again

[Asker]

Didn't you read though? I am not able to go to a Catholic church. :/

[Iron_Man]

Every small town has a church no excuses even if you go on a road trip like running errands you can find a church or going on a vacation get out there and make it happen

[Asker]

Mine doesn't.

[Iron_Man]

I know you can make something happen sooner or later even if it requires you taking a bus how old are you now? Start doing the research look for churches that are close to you

[Asker]

I'm 14

[Iron_Man]

Well I didn’t know you were that young. Talk to your parents

[Asker]

If they find out I had a crush and did all this they would kill me

[Iron_Man]

Do you have any relatives that you could visit then you could do that then? What about friends? Visiting them in the summertime then you could do that

[Iron_Man]

I’m gonna have to apologize because I wasn’t thinking clearly you don’t have to go to church to confess all you have to do is have a personal relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ and you can confess to him in your prayers and that’s good enough 😊

[Asker]

Thank you so much!

[Iron_Man]

You’re very welcome my friend

[Neosporin]

Ok I will pray for you (just once)

[Asker]

Thank you so much!

[jahaims]

Nothing because both are make believe

[Asker]

You can't just believe and automatically your son's are forgiven. :(

[Asker]

Sins*