I am an Indian, born to Hindu parents. But I don't believe in God. Am I normal?

LadyVader69
I was born in a very religious South Indian Hindu family. But ever since I was a kid I don't really understand this concept of God with humans. I find it funny that some believe in god and still suffer and some don't even think about god or pray but live a great life. So these questions made me frustrated and sometimes it's hard for me to understand. Later on I totally lose belief in God and now I identify myself as an Atheist. I used to ask many weird questions to my parents and grandparents but they told me that I should not ask those kind of questions and question the existence of God and if I do I will go to hell. That scared the hell out of me. Am I that different? I mean in a country where 1000+ gods are worshipped I feel like an outcast just because I am an Atheist. Am I normal? People say not believing in god is a sin, is it really? I thought I am just a human being with a little brain asking stupid (not really) questions. I never know asking questions can make me a sinner. Do you think I can hold on to myself? Do you think I am normal? Do you ever feel the same? Do you think I am okay? Am I acceptable in this society?
I am an Indian, born to Hindu parents. But I don't believe in God. Am I normal?
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