Am I an Atheist, Agnostic or Pantheist?

I wanna spell out what exactly I believe in when it comes to God. As I am having a hard time trying to categorize myself when it comes to these kinds of things. So let’s start off with what I DON’T believe. I don’t believe in a personal, anthropomorphic God that has commandments or wants you to worship them. Nor do I believe God needs a vessel in the form of an age old book or prophet to carry out their message. And even if their IS a God, i don’t believe it to all knowing and all powerful. And I also don’t believe in an afterlife. Now what DO I believe? I DO believe in the unseen, I believe in spiritual forces like karma, power of the tongue, Deja Vu. I d believe some people can receive visions but not in the way religion made it out to be. Controlling the inner tug of war between carnal and spiritual desire. I believe in the POSSIBILITY of a higher power. That higher power may be a higher energy, could be the universe, could be a higher essence that’s ingrained in all of us. If there is a god, I think not only would it be beyond our understanding. But God would also be above our social constructs being that God predates all of those things. So I don’t believe God COULD be a person, let alone a he or her or them. I believe in the possibility of a higher power. I know this may not make sense to a lot of people. But I don’t even think we as humans are supposed to fully understand God and think we have spiritually figured out. Because if that stuff is real, it’s beyond all of that. So let me know what you guys think. Thanks for taking the time to read and I wish y’all the best.

Am I an Atheist, Agnostic or Pantheist?
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