Have you thought about giving your life to god?

My parents were always very religious people and it pushed me away from religion because of there hypocrisy and the hypocrisy I saw in the Bible so many times I prayed for a bit of help for my parents for my family more times then not for them more then myself. I can’t say it ever did much but as I’ve gotten older I think I’m starting to understand more why people give their life to god so devoutly. The world we live in is so scary now more than ever I look around and it’s like everything’s slowly but surely burning to the ground and people are losing their minds. And even me myself never being able to stick to my promises not to god not to family not to myself. In a show I watched this guy who decided to become a priest gave one of the most powerful and real speeches I’ve heard in a while I know it’s just acting but man it touched me at least. To some it about he basically said what I said and said he wanted to not break his faith to believe he was strong enough to keep his word and faith in god because he’s tired. Tired of all the death and insanity he see everyday not just in life but online especially I’ve never felt that more than in modern times I don't know just something to ponder I guess I recently made my own promise to myself about something else that I’ve been fighting to keep. So that resonated with me ig.
Have you thought about giving your life to god?
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