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Yesterday was Thanksgiving after spending a weekend at his mom's house we both caught the cold and got sick. I've been trying to care for myself and him and he has helped me too. However today he kept badgering me to make food for him although I am also sick and could barely stand up. My mother was supposed to bring us food but she ended up saying she couldn't until tomorrow, we were both hungry and I decided to roam in the fridge to make food. I made some corn and chicken fajitas all while trying to clean the kitchen all he did was comment on how I misplaced the handheld vacuum and how I wasn't making the meal he desired, even though we are low on food, we both ate and his mother brought leftovers, I told him later it hurt my feelings and how ungrateful I felt he was he issued a fake apology and even laughed while doing so, he also has done this before when I asked him to stop calling me racial slurs and names like "monkey, thick skull, and sometimes n word" I'm not his general type I am dark he likes light or mixed and I truly genuinely believe that if I was the girl he wanted he would respect me more and treat me better.