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I am a very late bloomer when it relates to romantic relationships and marriage. I didn't get my first real girlfriend until I was 29. I am now 30 and will soon marry this same girl. Me and this girl are each other's first real relationship. I was her first kiss and everything. She is 27.

I will say my parents are separated. I have an estranged sister who is 29 who has also alienated my parents. My mom has been really hurt by this, and my sister is refusing to attend my wedding despite being invited. To me, snubbing me and my bride at my wedding is irreparable (this is a entirely different discussion). All in all, my immediate family has been torn apart for years now. My separated parents live different places, and my mom still lives around locally.

I am staying at my mom's boyfriend's house tonight (long story... we are evicting a troublesome, leftist, nasty old tenant at my home that rents the downstairs), and my mom walks into the room I am sleeping in and hugs me while crying. My mom is a little sad I am growing up and getting married. She is happy for me, but I think with all the family turmoil and me moving on (I am a mommy's boy), it is hard on her a little.

I always found taken women so damn repulsing. I dont care if their s/o is smaller, docile or inferior in any ways compared to me.

to me taken women who still have the need to cheat and be unfaithful dont deserve anything, not even 5 seconds of attention. if they can't be fulfill themselves in their own relationship then that is their problem and should be envolving others in their mess they call life.

unfortunately taken women are the once I attract the most. in my college days I couldnt stand when taken women used to stare at me even with their cuck excuse of a boyfriend walking next to them. a few taken women in the past have even gotten flirty with me but once I found out they were taken and I told them to get the fuck out of my life they would play the victim and claim I was overreacting like a "weirdo"

lastly the girl (if we can call her that) that almost won the title as my first girlfriend back in my teen days was already taken herself. after I told her I wanted nothing to do with her she tried to cling on and use me as bread crumbs. so maybe my standards are based on ptsd. but either way if there is a cure for then I dont want it or believe I need it