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I am turning 28 in a few months, of course nearing my 30s, and I never had a real girlfriend before. I had some online things, but they all rejected me upon meeting in person for the first time. Meanwhile, I have watched all my former friends form serious relationships, get married, and most of them have kids now.

I am not the most attractive guy physically. I am short and overweight I admit. I am also "weird" to a lot of people. I am on the Autistic Spectrum and have mental health issues too.

I haven't touched a girl since I was 20 (back in June 2015). I lost my virginity then to a 16 year old girl who was supposedly a virgin too at the time. I have only had sex exactly once in my lifetime. I have never actually "made love".

It saddens me because all my life I always wanted to have a girlfriend, wife, and kids of my own.

Really, I am seeking a decently attractive woman without a romantic past, but my days are numbered finding that I feel. That is a deal breaker to me. I feel I would be lucky to even find a good woman who has never been married at this point

Is the female equivalent (destroying a female ego) these two things:
- Telling a woman she's ugly (even if she isn't but you're just being spiteful) or even worse saying ''you're so ugly I wouldn't have sex with you either''.
- Denying a proposal to your long-term girlfriend or telling her ''oh you're not ready for marriage'', ''Oh I don't want/won't ever marry you''... basically saying she's good enough for a girlfriend but not wife

I don't think there is any women that wouldn't react to that. Any woman would be hurt and even in tears if you say that. Would you say those two are the female equivalent to telling us ''you're small'' or insulting our strength (referring to us as a coward or sissy)?