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Six months ago my fiancee broke up with me that left me really devastated because I just found he had an affair. I went to dating site thinking that I can forget him by using another man. There I met Kostas who immediately did flew to see me. When I first met him I know I didn't really like nor love him. He forced me to have sex but this man really likes me and even want to move with him fast in his country however deep inside I know I am not really sure. I want to know him first but he is heading too fast. I am not physically attracted to him. There are times, we found ourselves arguing, fighting and him pushing me. He gets so mad at times when he doesn't get what he wants. But the good side about Kos is he is really serious being with each other and he was there at times I needed some comfort from my ex and life problems. But after six months, my feelings slowly vanished. I fear no man will be serious about being with me if I let him go.

After 6 months, I met a man named "Mario". At first it was like love at first sight. He is handsome and he has told me to he find me beautiful. We have a good time together like even if we do notsex we are enjoying each others company. We travel together and we eat together. There is no any negativity. All I know is I am happy when I am with him and I know he is happy with me too. The thing that makes me fall to this man is never force to do sex. When I rejected him, he never left and we still have that good conversation. By just hugging him. I feel comfortable and I feel safe. However, he said he hasn't move on yet from even for 2 years from his ex. But he said he really likes me so much. He feels happy around him.

I met an amazing guy, who is my age.
My dad does not agree with the relationship because he thinks I'm being lustful and emotional and taking my focus off my education, which is funny because he never took the time to ask me how I'm going with my studies but the minute he knows I'm in a relationship he says that even after I told him that my grades have improved and that I go better in school ever since I've been with this guy.

I have an African dad, and most African people or at least Nigerian people, when they hear relationship they think immediately of sex outside of marriage. And me being in a relationship at 18 is like me being rebellious and thinking I can do whatever I want because I'm 18, that's what my dad thinks. But the reality is that I met this guy now at 18 and I couldn't let the chance go.

He tries talking me out of this relationship he does not care about the fact that I'm genuinely happy and that many things have improved in my life... for once I do not have to deal with everything alone. All he cares about is me being submissive and taking his word as law.

My aunty called and said the same thing and basically that I'm too young and that I should just focus on my education. I just feel stressed, overwhelmed and misunderstood.

Even when it comes to lust or sex... as a Christian couple we talked about these things and we have boundaries and our thoughts aren't focused on those things at all because we believe that things like that should be done in the confines of marriage.

But yet, nothing, almost as if no one other than my mom and close friends understand.

I feel overwhelmed because I've always wanted a guy like the guy I currently have right now yet it's like I can't be happy.

My dad, and my aunty and I'm sure my other close relatives will continue to say the same thing, they make me feel young and stupid, I'm even tired of standing up for myself and relationship. It is exhausting, I just want to be happy, I don't know what to do.