Relationships

What do I do when he’s in a relationship, but I can’t stop thinking about him?

So for some reason, I can’t shake this guy out of my mind. We’ve only hung out twice, but the last time we hung out we had a little make out session. He’s currently in a ‘friends with benefits’ situation with some girl, and I believe he has been for a few months. He’s a relationship kind of guy though, and he told me this girl won’t take him seriously because she doesn’t have any competition. That’s why they aren’t exclusive. Anyway, we just talked for a while, and I told him about how I haven’t kissed a dude since years. Basically he ends up trying to ‘change that’, I reject him a couple times but eventually give in and let him kiss me twice. Then he tells me we can never hang out one on one again after I leave his room. And he says well this is the beginning to a great friendship, at least it wasn’t sex. So basically this guy friendzones me. Anyway, we leave his room and I leave his house, and he opens the door for me to leave and I turn around and he gives me a last quick kiss, which threw me off because I thought he wasn’t trying to kiss again. This happened a few days ago, and he still hasn’t talked to me about it or texted me. & I really don’t wanna be the first one to talk to him about it. The whole situation bothers me because I would still like to be his friend but I feel like he’s going to cut me out due to respect for his situationship. And that’s respectable to me, but the thing is I really think I like this man. I just don’t know what to do because I don’t want to be disrespectful or embarrass myself either with the risk of getting rejected. He knows im the type of girl who doesn’t chase men and I don’t want to come off as desperate either.
If you have any advice, I would love to hear. I think im just in a trance right now, and just don’t know how to view the situation from a different perspective.
What do I do when he’s in a relationship, but I can’t stop thinking about him?
Post Opinion