So in my 20 years of relationships I can say that I haven't had a few. Some longer and some shorter, others sexually charged and some less.
Not many one night stands.
Looking back at my recent ones, I tried to figure out a couple of things.
About 12 years ago I got out of my 1st long term relationship of 8 years.
1st I didn't have much luck but then somehow found myself in different relationships, mostly women who I had been very sexually attracted to and also had a common interesni like a hobby that we shared.
But these women were all very different, one a very attractive pole dance where the relationship went horribly wrong, then there were a couple with their ups and downs, the current relationship that I'm in and one that deserves a special mention.
Now I love my current partner very much and we've been in a relationship for about 8 years, we work together and spend a lot of great time together, we might have had a few rough patches and ruts, but I can imagine our future together.
But one of my past relationships keeps me thinking sometimes.
It was a relationship that lasted only about 2 years and began turbulently.
She was in a relationship and I didn't know and things got heated even on our first date but she but we stopped it, which didn't last.
Things progressed rapidly and we had a great time and even the sexual part was better then ever. Things felt so natural.
But due to her turbulenten life circumstances we experienced ups and downs, probably too many for the relationship to last and unfortunately it didn't.
So I had a few others relationships before the current one, but none that were this deep or special.
It's hard to explain, there was a stronger connection that I had never felt before, both of us.
Is this normal?
To have one relationship stand out as the one?
I can't seem to figure out why it was different than all the other ones and why this one had to fail.
Not many one night stands.
Looking back at my recent ones, I tried to figure out a couple of things.
About 12 years ago I got out of my 1st long term relationship of 8 years.
1st I didn't have much luck but then somehow found myself in different relationships, mostly women who I had been very sexually attracted to and also had a common interesni like a hobby that we shared.
But these women were all very different, one a very attractive pole dance where the relationship went horribly wrong, then there were a couple with their ups and downs, the current relationship that I'm in and one that deserves a special mention.
Now I love my current partner very much and we've been in a relationship for about 8 years, we work together and spend a lot of great time together, we might have had a few rough patches and ruts, but I can imagine our future together.
But one of my past relationships keeps me thinking sometimes.
It was a relationship that lasted only about 2 years and began turbulently.
She was in a relationship and I didn't know and things got heated even on our first date but she but we stopped it, which didn't last.
Things progressed rapidly and we had a great time and even the sexual part was better then ever. Things felt so natural.
But due to her turbulenten life circumstances we experienced ups and downs, probably too many for the relationship to last and unfortunately it didn't.
So I had a few others relationships before the current one, but none that were this deep or special.
It's hard to explain, there was a stronger connection that I had never felt before, both of us.
Is this normal?
To have one relationship stand out as the one?
I can't seem to figure out why it was different than all the other ones and why this one had to fail.
