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I was supposed to date this guy, but my mental health kept making me too nervous to meet and I had a lot of triggers around me etc so I'd always put it off.. I'd say maybe 3 times max. He then meets up with another girl he's been talking to alongside me and they get together, I'm talking to him here and there but nothing flirty at this point. We then talk most days and establish we're friends, he's happy and I'm dating. Fast forward a few months to this week. We've spoken everyday on video call for an hour each time, there's been a few moments where things have gotten inappropriate and semi flirty.. we messaged constantly through the day, he sends me videos etc and so I've stupidly caught feelings again. I've been honest and told him, told him I'm going to give him space to be happy with his girlfriend and he agrees this is the best idea but still wants to call once a week to check in etc. Justified how we spoke to each other as garage talk (we are both mechanics) but I told him it's different for me and makes me nervous and think about him inappropriately. He has only been with her maybe a month or 2 but that's not the point, and I can't keep sitting here thinking "that should have been me" but I really need a friend and have nobody now.. I don't know if I did the right thing.. maybe it was the right thing for them and not for me? I'll never be "that" girl though, so I guess it doesn't matter what's right for me if it's the right thing to do.

Me and my boyfriend have been together for 1 year (but we've been secretly dating for now lets call him M). Everything was great until a couple months ago my boyfriend has been acting very two faced as in calling me a bitch and just being randomly aggressive then tells me he loves me but he never hurts me physically. Also, lately he's been pressuring me to "move our relationship to the next step". This is where his friend comes into the picture (I used to like him but for now lets call him S) I knew S before I knew my boyfriend but I didn't know that they were friends. Then my friend started liking him so I backed off but it turned out he didn't like her and recently S has been talking to me when ever he can and always is looking at me but I don't want to hurt my boyfriend because I still have feelings for S and him. So what should I do?

My boyfriend (33) recently went on an international trip with his best friend (female). He said she asked him and it was long due. They booked two different rooms (as per him) and she even has a boyfriend. He came back and spoke to me and said “Please trust me, she is a very dear friend and person.” Things have been normal and but I kind of don’t trust because he didn’t share any pictures with her on Instagram (he generally does if someone tag him). I confronted him but he kept saying she is friend.
Once I said jokingly “oh come on, she is a beautiful blonde girl and you never had feelings?” On this he said, she wants family and at least 5/6 dates before sex which kind of surprised me. I feel that he may had feelings but let go of her.

He is a very nice guy and everything was perfect before his trip. This episode had destroyed my peace and I want to see their pictures. I have already confronted him many times and he keeps saying nothing happened. It’s not about sex but if he had feelings and lied to me and went with her. I don’t want to annoy him but just want to know the whole truth. Because what he is telling me is half truth.