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I fell in love with her instantly but I never had the courage to make a move so we went to friends. I could never risk losing her from my life because I think she is the most amazing woman, and she inspires me to be better. I left hints so she knows I have feelings for her without telling her directly. We've talked about us and she has suggested a few times that we could not be together. But then she would confuse me by doing something incredibly caring or romantic. I am in a loop of being in the friendzone and trying to accept it, followed by an act which gave me hope of more, to her suggesting we would never work, and back to the friendzone.

We've supported each other so much. She has helped me develop personally, and also deal with the death of someone close to me. And in turn, she has had a tough year personally and professionally so I have supported her and now she's doing better

For the past year, we have had a long call at least once a week. We have been available for each other always. Last week, I called her and for the first time, she never answered or called/text back. We sent each other a couple of texts this week, but I initiated them all. I called her today to no answer, but she text later to just say she was with her friends. I asked her to call me when she was done, but she hasn't.

I feel like she has progressively become more distant from me for a while now. We used to talk all day, every day. Now I'm lucky if she sends me a text 1st.

I've done my best to accept we will never be more. I have tried to do what a friend does; support, care, and be there for her unconditionally.
With her becoming more distant, is it time for me to stop trying, and let her go? Should I not contact her again until she reaches out to me first?
It's tough, she is the first woman I have ever felt love for, despite us never being together. I'm sure she has had feelings for me too but she has been unwilling to compromise on her perfect image of a partner.

I got turned on when my girlfriend Becky told she was a slut I’m the past. Becky used to have videos on pornhub and has had sex with lots of guys in her past. Most guys would’ve lost respect for Becky but I think it’s kinda hot. Whenever she tells some nasty shit she did with other dudes in the past, she does the exact same things to me. The thought of her making sex videos in her past turns me on a lot.

Becky tells me she’s glad that she had that past experience. Because if she didn’t, she wouldn’t want have known I was the perfect sexual match for her. And how she doesn’t think about sex with anyone else but me. I know these are generic lies that I’ve heard from hundreds of women. But her actions speak louder than words. She always checking me out, doesn’t notice other hot guys checking her out, she masterbates to my shirtless poster (I’ve come home early and caught her in the act), and texts me like crazy if she goes 6 hours without hearing from. Even random strangers commenting on how she seems obsessed with me.

My deep gut feeling tells me that Becky is loyal and really loves me, and that she really is sexually devoted to me. She is one of the prettiest women I’ve ever seen and no one has sexually pleased me the way she has. Aside from sex she’s a good girlfriend in general. Becky is the best cook and a good gamer 🎮. Lots of fun to hang out with. Wouldn’t wanna date anyone else.

I know most guys will think I’m a simp for saying this but, I don’t think it’s ok slut shame a girl if she’s currently loyal and submissive to you atm. And realistically, there's lots of women who get married as virgins and still cheat. Anyone you date is capable of cheating regardless of their past. You just never know how people will change. Drop your comments and let me know your thoughts on this!

We all have most probably lost family, or friends, or family of friends in the past two years due to COVID and the after effects. Now days, I look at my life differently, and I appreciate the sun on my face, and the wind in my hair, being down to the ocean floor looking at the marine life there, and what that feels like to be REALLY ALIVE. One day I will not have those experiences ever again, At this point I have tried to cram all of the 'life experiences' that it is possible to experience, along with the sexual experiences that we hear and talk about on GAG into my Life Resume'

Do you fear that you will not experience everything you want to in your lifespan?

We all know we are not immortal or I think we all know that, Michael Jackson said he was going to 'live Forever, and we all know how that went, don't we? I don't fear dying as much as I fear "not being able to live any more"! I do not have a religious faith, so I do not have that 'comfort', as my friend, Mary, wishes I had.

What do you fear