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Guy 1: The Junior
I met him two years ago and developed feelings for him. We're both musicians (amateur) in a band. Most of our interactions have been when jamming. He's younger and under work circumstances my feelings have been a secret. I couldn't let him go, even when he started dating this girl. After less than a year, she was fired and moved to another prefecture. Recently, we've exchanged glances. I'll be fired this month because of my messy relationship with my bosses who tricked me into signing a contract. Well, it's more complicated than that, but the point is that I told the Junior is that I'm leaving. He worried about me. When I leave, it will change the dynamic of our situation- the boundaries that keep us apart will no longer exist. He's a pianist, and shortly after I told him I'm leaving, he invited me to his recital. I promised him I would go, and it'll be the first time we interact outside the workplace.

Guy 2: The Friend
He joined the workplace back in April. He's also a musician and his work involves music. He's my senior. We're in the same circle of friends. Our friend doesn't believe we're a match because he's an "innocent" Christian and I'm not. But, we have great conversations. He once told our friend that he doesn't date in the workplace. But, ever since finding out I'm leaving, he texts often and helped me find a new job. The other day, we attended a formal work event. I didn't notice that he'd texted me, looking for me. I noticed while there was a speech happening and we were seated apart. Afterwards, I was busy talking to others and he was too, so I didn't rush to him. He disappeared and I went to find him. Eventually, I did, and we talked. But, there were others in the room. I later returned to the event room, as it was important to me. At the end, I was taking pictures with others outside. I spotted him walking towards the station and shouted out to him to take pictures together. We did. He told me to have fun at the after party.

** by the way I wore what is exactly in my photo collage, a grey shirt and my blue jean shorts. It’s summer time and I refuse to be overdressed.

So I went into a restaurant with my toddler ordering lunch for us. Immediately the two girls who worked there most likely in their 20’s was fixated on me. They were laughing and looking my way and it’s like WTF you’re not professional at all and there’s nothing wrong with how I look. Keep in mind I’m 37 and we’re NOT in the same generation. They weren’t even attractive younger females and both considered chubby or fat to most of society, definitely not lookers in my opinion. I’m not mad or anything but just curious. I mind my business, comfortable in my skin and love who I am so the energy I got from them wasn’t even cool. Then the guy who worked there started instigating basically saying “don’t talk about her lol” he’s a piece of shit and easily age 30-35 and knew better. Instead he thought it was funny, I knew they were talking about me and he wanted to make sure I knew. Why? I don’t know. Maybe because he was a fat fuck I’d never want with raccoon eyes and look drugged out.