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The girl I met has a beautiful heart, cute smile and a sweet voice. When I saw her for the first time, I didn't get any feelings. She's just an other random girl for me. But once I got a chance to engage in a conversation with her when she was sitting all by her own, I started to like her. But she friend-zoned me. Then I started getting this really different feeling which I haven't experienced before. Like while thinking of her I get a hot sensation from deep down inside my chest (guys please don't make fun of me 😂. I literally have no words to describe that feeling). While receiving a text message from her, my heart beats in sync with the notification tone 😂. Once I asked status and she replied that she is currently single. Now coming to the point, I had this dream today dawn (12/12/2022) may be 6 to 6:30 am. Here goes my dream

I'm entering in a movie theater with my parents and my little brother. The lights are on, yet the movie is not started. There I saw my girl sitting alone, the row she's sitting had no people. On searching our seats, I saw her and she saw me. I waved my hand to say Hi 👋. She called me near her. After settling my family in their seats, I rushed to her. She pulled my hand and made sit next to her and hugged my hand and layed on my shoulder. Till that point she seems to be fine. Suddenly I heard her crying, looked her face. Her eyes were filled with tears, and at her lower voice she goes like : I can't wait anymore for you to propose, I love you form the deep down from my heart, but I won't beg you for love 😭😭😭...

I'm trying to console her by saying that stop crying baby, I too love you and so on... But she cried out a lot and hugged me tightly... Then I woke up. My confusions are

1. I know that she's currently single. Should I propose her? Express my feelings of love for her?

2. And if I did so, will that affect our friendship?

3. Is this all one of my wet dreams or something like that 😂😂?

I told my sister about my recent transition and she was excited for me. She said that she has a friend who's brother is gay and I guess they showed him a picture of me and he thinks I'm cute. He's pretty cute himself, about 6'0, not buff but still athletic, and according to quite a few people well hung too. They want to set us up on a date but I'm nervous because 1. It's her friend's brother so if it doesn't go well it will be awkward and I don't want to ruin their friendship, and 2. I've never had sex with a guy before so if he's as big as they say it's kind of intimidating, like will it hurt a lot? Just need some advice.