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As I am Indian and since word got out that I have sex with men no one talks to be and don't want to be friends with me as most people make fun of me and so on...

But this one guy he stayed as my friend for more than half a decade after a year I realized that he want me to give him head. But we were doing this discreetly apart for my beard room every where else we usually act normal and this has gone on for more than half a decade and then one day he got married to a girl and stoped talking to me and won't even talk to me about anything normal and don't even want to run into me.

It's like he regret doing that with me.

It's obvious that he used me, but what I can't comprehend is that can some one pretend for more that half a decade like they cared about you because he never outed me as I am blowing himOr you think he was talking behind my back but no one told meHe is just afraid as he is married to a women now.

So I don't have good perception on if someone has feelings or not. Anyway he's our maintenance guy and when we were talking he was facing towards me, but his eyes seemed kind of intense when he was talking to me, he also didn't smile then. when I started talking he looked away and seemed almost like he didn't care what I had to say he didn't respond to what I was saying g so I walked away. wasn't close enough to check his pupils or trying to be creepy and look lol. My gut feeling says he does but sometimes I don't know. He was working on my truck and he was kneeling down and turned his head and looked right at me as i was walking by, he just keep looking no smile or anything. I got a coat from work and he helped me put it on and he fixed the sleeves and kind of toutched my shoulders, he grabbed the box and through it away. He use to stand really close to me or walk close to me. He kind of keep his distance now. Not sure if he's trying to stay away. I'm also not going to ask him or act on it because I'm gay and he's very into his religion and I do believe he was married to a women at one time and he's also a lot older than myself. Also how can I tell if he does for sure, I do like the guy but I don't want to show him i do if he doesn't or is against it.