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I recently left while my spouse was at work because I had a gut feeling I was no longer safe and wouldn’t get another chance to leave. There were many reasons I left and had packed a “go bag,” but it still hurts…. I still feel like I didn’t give him enough chances and like maybe I was the manipulative one or somehow mucking things up… I just… felt like I needed to leave… I checked into a hotel under an alias and left the area and only texted him twice—the first to say I went on a mini weekend getaway and the second to say I was taking an extended time away. I flew to my mom’s and have been no contact directly with him since. Every time he speaks to my family (who reached out to settle a few things on my behalf), he tries to say I was just so mentally unwell and that I’ve stuck him with *soooo many bills.* For reference: my family and I pay the entire rent still, I paid off any bills that are in my name that we were handling jointly, and have been working on getting my phone and car insurance separate from his. The only new thing he has been responsible for is buying his own food—otherwise, his expenses have gone down. He has been telling others that this is why he’s “had to work so many more hours” (again for reference: he was working 30 hours and I was working 50-55 hours a week).
He also has been moving his guy friends all into the apartment and they stay there for weeks at a time despite that being against the lease.

I guess… I just… am I being stupid? Did I muck up something I shouldn’t have?

A simple internet search on any browser will tell you the answer, yet i have a feeling that won't be enough for the people that just "feel" they are correct regardless of data. But just in case here you go.

Venice Uncensored 1.1

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Over the past 20 years, the data indicates that right-wing extremist violence has been more frequent and more deadly than left-wing violence in the United States. According to various sources, right-wing extremists have been responsible for a significant number of ideologically motivated homicides and violent events.

For instance, a study by the Cato Institute found that since January 1, 2020, right-wing terrorists accounted for over half of the murders attributed to political violence, while left-wingers were responsible for about 22% of such murders

Similarly, a report by the Global Project Against Hate and Extremism stated that far-right extremists have committed far more ideologically motivated homicides than far-left or radical Islamist extremists since 1990, including 227 events that took more than 520 lives

Moreover, the Conversation highlighted that right-wing extremist violence has been more frequent and more lethal than left-wing violence in recent years, with a disproportionate impact on public figures and government personnel

This trend is also reflected in the data from the University of Maryland, which showed that in the first half of 2025, 35% of violent events tracked targeted U. S. government personnel or facilities, with right-wing extremist violence being particularly deadly

These findings suggest that, over the past two decades, right-wing extremist violence has been more prevalent and has resulted in more fatalities compared to left-wing violence.