Search Results: dated two girls at once

Guy 1: The Junior
I met him two years ago and developed feelings for him. We're both musicians (amateur) in a band. Most of our interactions have been when jamming. He's younger and under work circumstances my feelings have been a secret. I couldn't let him go, even when he started dating this girl. After less than a year, she was fired and moved to another prefecture. Recently, we've exchanged glances. I'll be fired this month because of my messy relationship with my bosses who tricked me into signing a contract. Well, it's more complicated than that, but the point is that I told the Junior is that I'm leaving. He worried about me. When I leave, it will change the dynamic of our situation- the boundaries that keep us apart will no longer exist. He's a pianist, and shortly after I told him I'm leaving, he invited me to his recital. I promised him I would go, and it'll be the first time we interact outside the workplace.

Guy 2: The Friend
He joined the workplace back in April. He's also a musician and his work involves music. He's my senior. We're in the same circle of friends. Our friend doesn't believe we're a match because he's an "innocent" Christian and I'm not. But, we have great conversations. He once told our friend that he doesn't date in the workplace. But, ever since finding out I'm leaving, he texts often and helped me find a new job. The other day, we attended a formal work event. I didn't notice that he'd texted me, looking for me. I noticed while there was a speech happening and we were seated apart. Afterwards, I was busy talking to others and he was too, so I didn't rush to him. He disappeared and I went to find him. Eventually, I did, and we talked. But, there were others in the room. I later returned to the event room, as it was important to me. At the end, I was taking pictures with others outside. I spotted him walking towards the station and shouted out to him to take pictures together. We did. He told me to have fun at the after party.

My boyfriend (33) recently went on an international trip with his best friend (female). He said she asked him and it was long due. They booked two different rooms (as per him) and she even has a boyfriend. He came back and spoke to me and said “Please trust me, she is a very dear friend and person.” Things have been normal and but I kind of don’t trust because he didn’t share any pictures with her on Instagram (he generally does if someone tag him). I confronted him but he kept saying she is friend.
Once I said jokingly “oh come on, she is a beautiful blonde girl and you never had feelings?” On this he said, she wants family and at least 5/6 dates before sex which kind of surprised me. I feel that he may had feelings but let go of her.

He is a very nice guy and everything was perfect before his trip. This episode had destroyed my peace and I want to see their pictures. I have already confronted him many times and he keeps saying nothing happened. It’s not about sex but if he had feelings and lied to me and went with her. I don’t want to annoy him but just want to know the whole truth. Because what he is telling me is half truth.