Most Helpful Girl
The only left thing to do
since you rule out shopping for a replacement (that would get your festering mind off this - like a vacation would)
is to accept her offer!
She said (offered) to keep you in her life, she loves you
Arrange a bi-weekly tets-a-tets with her, be it long lunches or something else where talk & fun are featured w/ anything/anyone that might interrupt this fenced out
Most Helpful Guy
Dude, you can't be "left" by your ex. She became you ex because she left you already. Stop wasting your time and just live your life. I don't understand why everyone wants to be friends/hang out with their ex-es. You're either together or not. Everything in between is a waste of time.