Break Up & Divorce

Girl is a trash?

I liked her a lot but lied to her , saying I don't like her and only see her as my friend. Even though I never treated her as a friend and always thought of her in a very sexual way, to the point that I imagined her under me whenever I was having sex with other women.

However, I was very resentful that she would run after me like other women did (like asking me out, constantly texting even when I would leave her on read) and I hated it. I tried making her jealous too.

She told me how I never treated her as a friend forst but later on was OK with being friends. But I denied saying that I never viewed it as a friendship. I even lied saying I never watched her or stared at her even though I did.

I wanted to hurt her and make her feel bad so that she would run after me and my original plan was that I would act hard to get but then accept her as my girlfriend.

I also embarrassed her in front of my friends. But she got angry and cut ties with saying she no longer wants to be my friend or acquaintance. I tried talking to her but we ended up getting into another argument and decided not to talk to each other, which I didn't want because I wanted to make a comeback after a few weeks as a boyfriend.

However, now we don't talk and I miss her. I suffer from a lot of anxiety issues and I also have trouble controlling my anger.

I still have her number on my whatsapp and she wanted me to delete her but I can't do it. She hasn't deleted me and I know because she cares. She told me straightaway that she cares for me.

Girl is a trash?
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