Is this creepy or normal? I use those anonymous Instagram story viewers to watch my ex's stories and we've been broken up for 10 years?

I don't know why I do it, but I can't stop. I haven't seen him in 10 years. I use those anonymous instagram story viewer things, where you input their username on a 3rd party website so they don't get a notification. I know everything about his life, all his friends, the new girls he's dated etc... It's like a tv show that I regularly tune into watch. Is this creepy or normal in this day and age?

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Is this creepy or normal? I use those anonymous Instagram story viewers to watch my ex's stories and we've been broken up for 10 years?
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