Friends with benefits. What is happening here? I'm confused?

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So I've been seeing this guy for a year now after my bad break up with my ex. We linked up and just said it's gonna be a thing for us to get over my ex boyfriend. He was more than glad to help. I didn't mind. He is one handsome guy so handsome.

So in the beginning he promised me it's gonna be just sex and he will be there for me I wanted that too. So we seeing one another once or twice a month and It was just 'Hi wanna have some fun?'

We started getting more close to each other and on Valentine's day he confessed that I have become more than a casual sex to him he would confess how much he appreciates me and he would lose his mind if he lost me. He sees me as his best friend and says that his scared to lose me. He would call me and text me every day as months goes by. And he always tells me that his thinking about me. He confessed a lot over this year.
But he has a girlfriend and a child obviously I found that out later in this stage. the other he told me he feels a bit stressed when I asked how he is doing he said he wanted to leave her because she makes him unhappy and I'm the only one who keeps him happy besides his son. today I just told him that I can't continue this anymore because I feel like I lost my morals and I don't even know my worth anymore. He told me that he had fallen for me too and he didn't think it would ever happen. He couldn't help it but I refused to listen to his bull talk and he got mad and literally told me to go and fuck myself because after all he confessed and thats what he got in return, ? I mean I love the sex and I know he will never leave me for her but why did things turn out this way? Did he get attached to me?
Friends with benefits. What is happening here? I'm confused?
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