Then I tried talking to talk to this new guy I found interesting but he too started stalling conversation with me after a day. I can't shake the feeling of being unwanted and feel like a loser. Whenever I see my crush on instagram I'm reminded of my insult again and again and it messes me up.
I tried blocking him but I keep adding him again as I start missing him and feel weak for removing over this reason. A part of me still wants him to be in my life in some form.