A guy I liked asked me not to contact him even though I want to clear things up what should I do?

I was talking this guy who wanted to date me and I told him due to a previous situation I didn’t want to think about dating which he respected, I wasn’t really comfortable with guys so I was nervous about talking to him but we gradually started getting closer and casually talked more and I felt comfortable enough to start flirting, he eventually started coming on stronger and I would get a little nervous and avoid his feelings. One day he told me a gave him mixed feelings and I didn’t know how to respond and avoided it. Then one night he told me not to call or text him, I felt bad about how it turned out cause I was really conflicted so I texted him some hours later apologizing and he left me on read and a week later I texted him saying I wanted him to communicate with me so we could talk it out even if we didn’t go back to talking but I got left on read again and my friend told me he said he has no intention of talking to me again at all If it helps I usually don’t surround myself around dudes so he was the first out of many I felt comfortable enough to talk to but I never dated either
A guy I liked asked me not to contact him even though I want to clear things up what should I do?
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